So I saw latif this weekend... first when I was insanely drunk at some random party in a shitty trailor in corvallis and then today. He took loni with him on friday night and then brought her back today. we all went to lunch... was slightly awkward but whatever. I am feeling SO lonely right now, like I really really want a boy to go hug and kiss ( Read more... )

I started my day with a crazy dream. I then fell asleep in my classes a few times, went to lunch, took a nap, went to spanish (got my first essay back and got a 96% from the psycho bitch nazi whore fuck tard horrid teacher lady!) and then went to track. Track was nothing exciting. Then dinner, then homework. WHAT A BORING ORDINARY DAY! I got a ( Read more... )

I have a massive hicky. And a massive headache.
Goooooooood times.

The track meet could not have been on a nicer day. The temperature was nice and the sun came out some. I woke up this morning at 8:30 to some random drumming out in a nearby coartyard and I went down there in my pajamas and slippers ready to kick some ass becuase it was fucking 8:30 on a saturday morning. It turned out to be some cultural fair ( Read more... )

so, latif has a new girl it sounds like already... I dunno why I care, but I do. I know it was me who did the dumping and it's good that he is moving on... but it still hits me weird. He is going there to spend the weekend with her. Sigh ( Read more... )

goddamnit. This sux right now. I feel like I need action....

My birthday was ok... a drunken night in a dorm on campus, met some new people. I had track the next morning at 9:00 but I was up 'til 3:30, so I was pretty tired. Yesterday was uneventful, I just had some dinner with my parents, sis, and grandparents. I got some cool things for my b-day and I finally went shopping. I hung out in Mahaffy (a ( Read more... )

Here's to getting drunk on a Tuesday night.

So, I have lost 10 pounds since I came to college and now half of my pants don't fit right. They hang off me like they are a size too big. hmmm.

I think I did the right thing with latif because I've been in a good mood for the week and I feel confident about the decision I made, but now I am starting to feel the lonely ache of being single. I am longing for physical contact with a male... I know I sound like a ho, but it's true, I feel very empty now (I mean this in a non-literal sense, by ( Read more... )