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[black47ira]

you have no idea what a mistake you're making. it's so fucking ironic, that streets song on the tape I made for you sum up my exact fucking circumstances, but also, I don't know what to say. I just so fucking upset, so fucking indescribably pissed off or sad or I don't even know what. Like every negative feeling rolled into one huge fat chunk of "

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[pleaselouise]

ok, fuck it, you know what? i'm not going to sit here and give you the "i'm not your girlfriend" shit because you don't deserve it, you just need to know that i'm NOT and i haven't been since the last time something else came up in your life.

you didn't lose me, either, so stop saying/thinking that. i'm not going to kiss you, for many many reasons, and it's my mistake to assume that being friends with you would be fine for a while without having to tell you that i'm just a naive piece of shit girl who can't make educated decisions for herself. excuse me, that's my bad. but you didn't fucking lose me. i said "tom i need very much for you to be my friend." i haven't said anything more than that.

[pleaselouise]

One day, when he's beating you around some dingy house on some dingy street, you'll remember my face, my letters, my tapes, my promises, and you will really regret it

ok the first one wasn't enough

you saying this fucking shit is pretty out there. your face isn't even the same anymore, your eyes aren't even the same anymore, YOU aren't even the same anymore. and your promises? they never lasted more than a week, and every time you broke one i went through so much shit. and what'd you always break them for? yeah, you know what. i don't even need to say it. no wonder i didn't take you seriously when you said you wanted to earn me back, knowing me and knowing you i probably just let it slide off my shoulder and got on with being your friend, excuse me once again, my fault