i just feel so messed up and confused and polluted in my head. im so emo and stupid and i cant even be angry anymore cause im just so sad. its like i want to beleive all these things i know will make sense or work out and i just keep trying and i wonder when im going to give up. i mean i really thought i gave up for good but i just cant beleive ( Read more... )

So I guess I was pretty depressed in the last entry and I think its cause I really miss Meghan a lot. I went to New York a little while ago and that was pretty cool. Im feeling pretty bored right now since everyone left and now im a loser in OC. O well. So I guess Ill go now and quite bitching about my boring life and go back to being my emo lonely

My life sucks. Im a loser. Go for it. Hate me. Please.

I dont fucking care.

So I went to Warped Tour and it was completely awesome andit was the best time ever. I crowd surfed. It was amazing.

Anyways, so yeasterday was fourth of July. I celebrated it with Meghan. Of course. Thats about it...

Bye

So it seems I havent written in ym Live Journal in quite some time. Id say a week perhaps? Anyways my life has been going pretty nicely. Much better since the last time I updated.

So umm guess what? IM GOING TO WARPED TOUR FRIDAYYY BITCH!!!I am so excited! Wow thats the most enthusiasm Ive ever used on my LJ. Anyways yes its true Im going and I ( Read more... )

So my life sucks and Im just having a bad day I guess. I mean this weekend was okay. Friday Jordan and I hung out which was cool. Saturday I had to baby sit then my mom took me to Borders and I bought the book Fight Club. Sunday I went to my grandparents house with my dad for Father's day. But I dont know Im just having a real sucky time. I ( Read more... )

So yesterday Baby Miriam and I went to the movies and saw Raising Hellen, but everyone thought we were seeing Raising Hell...it was really funny. Afterwards we walked around and then we ran into Tori and Furnando....exciting I know. Sooo then Miriam had to go home and Tori came home with me. Im going to miss her so much when she leaves ( Read more... )

Today I sat on my ass and did nothing. Everyone was busy so I had nothing to do. So bored So bored what to do? Okay Im being boring so I guess Ill go...

Adios

So these past few days have been pretty good. At Meghans house yesterday me, Meghan, Molly and Mac snorted noodles. It was exhilerating. Too bad me and Meghan were to scared to do it. Haha. But we filmed Molly and Mac. It was pretty funny. When Molly tried to do it with a long noodle she threw up and then peed in her pants from laughing too ( Read more... )

SCHOOLS OUT BITCHESSSS Im so happy. Well, last day of school sucked but I did it, and after me, Meghan and Molly partiedddd. Haha if you consider going and seeing Harry Potter a second time partying...(WHICH I DO) Expecto Petronum my friends. At the movies we ran into Kalin and hung out with her for a little. I miss her a lot ( Read more... )