[fic] [one-shot] Public affection

Nov 07, 2011 15:02

TITLE: Public affection
AUTHOR: black_and_color
PAIRING: YokoRyo
LENGTH: 1614
RATING: PG-13
GENRE: Romance, with a little angst
DISCLAIMER: I don’t own anything but my imagination
SUMMARY: This is the first time, since they started their relationship, they have gotten into a “fight.”



Yoko walked into the recording studio. Maru and Yasu giggled as he put down his bag on his usual chair. He looked over at them wondering what was so funny but they just smiled. Hina who was sitting nearby them whacked them both. He looked at Yoko and suddenly smiled giving him a thumbs up. The only reply that Yoko could come up with was a confused forced smile.
What the hell is going on?

Ryo was inside the booth singing his hear out. Yoko ignored the snickering idiots and focused only on his love. Now that they had been dating for a while in secret he found himself unable of hiding his true feelings. He used to be so good at it but ever since last night he knew he would have to try harder to hide the fact that he and Ryo were dating.

They used to hang out together so much and one day “hanging out” turned into secret dates. They had been taking it slow and so far it was going great according to Yoko’s standards. Sometimes Ryo would complain about wanting “certain things” at certain times, but Yoko would assure him that if he waited just a little bit for when he was ready to have sex, their first experience together would be glorious.
Last night it happened.
The moment that Ryo was waiting for.

It was mind blowing.

Subaru came in and sat next to Yasu talking with him and Maru which turned into whispers, giggles, and glances. He got up and sat next to Yoko. Putting an arm around Yoko and a creepy smile with eager eyes on his face he asked. “So Yokocho… how was Ryo?”

Yoko looked at Subaru awkwardly. Did he just hear that?
“Umm…Ryo’s good?”

Subaru burst into laughter. The rest couldn’t contain it and burst out laughing too. Ryo came out of the booth with a wide smile on his face staring happily into Yoko’s eyes and taking a seat next to him.
“Good morning <3 Did you sleep well last night?”
He draped his arms around Yoko’s waist and was about to rest his head on his shoulder when Yoko suddenly jumped up and turned red. All the others went silent.
The younger one smiled and pulled Yoko back down to sit next to him.

Yoko looked around nervously at the other members whose eyes were glued on them

“Ryo-chan”

“Hmm?”
In the background the others there bursting into laughter once more as Maru stated the obvious “OMG he called him Ryo-chan!!!”
Yoko shot a death glare at Maru and turned even redder than before.

“How did you sleep last night, sweetie?” Ryo said with a gentle smile while brushing Yoko’s hair with delicate strokes of his hand.

“Ryo!” Yoko whisphered angrily at the younger one, “Did you tell them?”

All Ryo could do was smile and nod. Yoko got up furious. It had been his only condition to their relationship. “I told you not to tell them!” Ryo’s happy smile turned into disappointment. In the background Subaru mimicked him.

“They would have found out eventually” Ryo retorted with an incredulous look on his face. “Why are you so upset?”

“Upset?! I told you not to tell them no matter what!”

“You know we can’t hide anything for long!”

“We could if we tried, but NO you just had to go and tell them!” Subaru had stopped imitating the overreacting Yoko.

“If we kissed they would have found out!”

“That’s why I told you we could only kiss at home!”

“ONLY kiss AT HOME?! You’re crazy if you think that will work!”

“I must be crazy then! I thought you loved me enough to keep it a secret but I guess you don’t!” The other members shrank back. This was getting way too serious and it was moving too fast. At the rate they were going they were only bound to say things they didn’t mean.

“I guess you don’t?! I guess YOU don’t! If you really loved me you wouldn’t care about what anyone else thinks! Did you really think we were going to have a steady relationship by hiding it from everyone?”

“So you thought we couldn’t? So when you promised me you wouldn’t talk about us to anyone you were lying?”

“Yoko” Hina got up to try to end the conversation.
Yoko ignored him. “Ryo? You made me a promise that you knew you were going to break? How can I…”
His vision became blurred. He didn’t have the heart to continue his sentence. Yoko was hurt. It hurt him to think that the one person he had trusted betrayed him so easily.

Ryo was silent. All he wanted to do was to make sure they had a normal relationship. If he told Yoko that he made that promise just to get together with him, it would destroy their relationship.

“Yoko, Ryo-chan just wanted to make you happy” Hina said putting a hand on his shoulder.

Tears began to form on Yoko’s eyes as he picked up his bag and left. Before anyone could chase after him he ran to the parking lot and cried squatting down behind a dumpster. Sure he was hurt about Ryo breaking his promise but he was more hurt that Ryo gave him the false hope of keeping the promise. If he did that, he could do anything. What was the most scary was that now he wasn’t sure if Ryo really truly loved him or was just using him. It was at this time that Yoko thought Ryo truly was a great actor to have deceived him.

He heard some members outside.
Fuck! I’ve got to get out of here
Yoko wiped his tears, got up, and left to the nearest train station.
He stood right outside of his door. Somehow he couldn’t believe it. He couldn’t believe what had just happened. He somehow felt it was his fault.
I should go back and apologize to him…I was too upset to think straight…but what can I say?

As he searched around in his head for a way to beg for Ryo’s forgiveness he say his neighbor’s boyfriend unlock the door of her apartment and enter.
Yoko was reminded that he too, like his neighbor, had given a spare key to his boyfriend.

Now he was afraid of going into his apartment. What if Ryo was already in there waiting for him? He turned away from his door several times thinking of where he could go to think this out. He kept on returning back to his door telling himself that if Ryo was really in there it was to apologize to him first. Somehow he imagined that Ryo would be waiting in there with a box of chocolates, a bouquet, and rose petals strewn all over his bed.

He gathered the courage to unlock the door and turn handle. Peeping in, he searched for any signs of Ryo.

Nothing.

Yoko was a bit disappointed and thought that maybe he should look for Ryo instead but again he couldn’t find a reasonable excuse to explain his behavior. If he stayed home, maybe Ryo would come to him.

Yoko laid in bed.
The bed they had shared last night.
How did he let his anger escalate to that level?
He should have forgiven Ryo right after his little explosion instead of suspecting other things.

Yoko rolled over.
He remembered last night’s warmth.
How perfectly complete he had felt with Ryo inside of him.
He closed his eyes and tried to relive last night. The night that Ryo and he first spent together with each other.

---

“Yokocho~”
Yoko slowly opened his eyes. I’m even hearing things now

“Did you sleep well?”
It took about two seconds for Yoko to process what was going on. He jumped back on his bed.

“R-Ryo-chan?”
Ryo smiled a little.

“I’m sorry for waking you up, but I had to make sure that….”
Yoko realized he wasn’t dreaming. Somewhere between thinking about Ryo and their argument he had fallen asleep. Eventually, Ryo did show up. And here he was!

“I had to make sure that we were still okay. I didn’t mean to hurt you”

Yoko wanted to throw himself at Ryo and forgive him instantly but he still had his dignity. If Ryo was going to tell all of Eito about their relationship then at least Yoko should have the right to make their getting back together a little difficult.

Yoko looked away coldly. “You did hurt me.”

Ryo came over to his side and began to beg. “I’m sorry Yoko~ I didn’t mean it-”

“but you did!”

“Well, I didn’t know you really didn’t want anyone to find out.”

“…”

“I just wanted for everyone to know how much I love you.”

Yoko’s inner self was screaming like a teenage girl.

“I’m sorry, but I had to break our promise because I couldn’t contain it. I love you too much.”

Yoko was happy. “I love you too much too,” he said.

Ryo breathed out in relief. “So you’ll forgive me?”

Yoko looked deeply into Ryo’s eyes. “Of course I will!”

Ryo leaned in to kiss Yoko.
They kissed.
It was the best kiss in quite some time.

Yoko smiled soon afterwards and said, “I heard that couples don’t fight if they do it while they’re not wearing clothes. Next time when we fight let’s do it with our clothes off.”

Ryo smiled. “Are you sure? We might be in public ” He placed a short kiss on Yoko’s neck. Yoko smiled. What would they do if they ever fought in public again?

Authors Note: I haven't posted in a long time, sorry. I will be going on Hiatus again. I'll keep on working on my multi-chaptered fic but don't expect me to update soon.

c:yokoyama, l: one-shot, c:ryo

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