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Dear Jamie,
There are so many people out in this world. So many people that share feelings for one another and thats just fine. But with you and me its different. We're not some boring lovey dovey same thing every day couple. No. Were so much more. Way much more. Everyday I feel like I'm learning something new about myself and you. I can tell that it really was ment to be. When we first met I never knew it be like this. I never figured I'd fall head over heals, crazy, madly, just so in love with you. After we first met I didn't think I'd see you again. I never thought I'd hear or have your voice even inside my head. Than you came back, I wanted to stick right next to you that whole entire time. I wanted to just sit there with you and learn about you as much as I could. I'm so happy I got the nerve to tell you everything, how I was bi, how I liked you. Everything. You make me feel so amazing. Before I met you of course you know I wasn't the best person to date. And I'm not saying I am now. Before I met you I was a liar,cheater, I was everything but true. I played so many people. Dated one after another without even caring. When we first started likeing each other I had to think about alot of things. Such as " will it work?" "will I end up being the stupid girl I always am" "do I really love her". And yes I knew I was right about loving you. I knew the risks too. Family, friends,school, Becca. But it didn't even matter. All I wanted was to have you with me. So many times I would try to ask you out. But I get scared or remebered rhiannon. Over winter break it was the most perfect moment. Until I fucked it up. But either way I did it you said yes and weve been together ever since. Four months. Yes there have been times when we upseted each other and other times when we couldnt stop kissing but isn't that what relationships are all about? Baby I know I haven't been the best I can be, but I'm trying. I know I can't give you everything youv always wanted. But I can give you my heart and all my trust. I love you more than anyone will ever understand. I can't see myself with anybody else but you. Your the one I wanna spend all my days with. Your the one person I know I could call at 5am and doesn't mind talking to me until we both fall asleep. Your the only person I wanna spend all those hard times and share all those good times. Jamie you are the one for me.
I love you
Taylor