ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuck.
doing OT applications again.
i hate doing them.
i hate it more than school. 
because writing an essay will give you a mark. 
but writing an application will dictate the rest of your life.

i dont want to do it! darnit!

and plus! 'that time of the month' has got me all depressed and in a bad mood. for no reason at all!

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 sodrunkeeirhgtnow
veryfuntime s 
letsgo party we like  tyo party
ilike wines very much. i like. like bortat.

why did he have to do that.
i liked him so much.

so im sitting in the crowded theatre, watching previews, while my friend goes to the bathroom.
a commercial for a french film comes on. bobby and i were supposed to see it together. it stars his favourite french actor and it looks amazing. ive seen the preview a few times before and the preview alone ( Read more... )

he slept with her.

i have to see him once more to exchange books we lent each other.

but after that, its over. 

you know who's really friggin sexy? 
james mcavoy.
i would very much like to do him.

ah! i just found out hes married! 
to a really ugly girl. :(

oh well.
bobby is back in 2 days. 
:)

*you know you love movies when...*

#236: You stay up late because you really want to watch a movie, even though you know you're going to have to wake up in 5 hrs to work a 9.5 ( Read more... )

awwww,  im so incredibly giddy right now. 
just got an email from bobby telling me, indirectly, that everything is ok. meaning: he didnt and wont be sleeping with his wife.
ignoring the fact that simply typing that last sentence proves that i shouldnt be with him in the first place...it made me really happy!!

merry christmas/happy holidays everyone!!

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 its not even halfway through him being away. 18 days in total, and its only been 8 days. 
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... :S

its my birthday!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

i have the bestest friends in the world. (yes! you too!) 
that is all.

p.s. that is not all. BRAND NEW CONCERT TOMORROW!! YAYYY!!

bobby and i had a huge talk last night.
and i felt crappy the entire day bc of it. you know when ur on the verge of tears about *everything*?? yeah, that. fucking sucks.
and then he called me while he was at the airport and we talked about nothings of the day and i felt a lot better. so fucked up the way that works.
anyway. the huge talk: i think we' ( Read more... )