im really confusing myself.
i just need some time to think.

im accually really happy that i dont hang out with anyone from high school. or that im in my same "group ( Read more... )

I've given thought to leaving f-f-f-for sometime
Maybe it's time I put a profile up of who I want to be
.................Fool everyone..................
I could start over clean
I could hide behind a big blue screen
or you could return to me
Return to me.

i want you to stop me from running away.
im pretty sure that isnt going to happen. so im going to dive headfirst into an unsure future.
i dont knw what else to say.

so.. im going to vegas on sunday..again and its probably going to be awsome. just cause ill be graduated and almost gonna take my state board test. agh! i donno where i wanna work. hmm ugh

and im not sure if im ready to be the person that im starting to become.
a person w/o you blahhhh hahha

ok so im planning on going on the most insane diet ever. i dont even care!!!!!!!!!!

pretty much i cant compare to alot of thie grls im noticing that guys are into.
but whatever

i think i may have met someone, with as crazy and as irratic moods as i.
ha.
ha ha.
this could be very interesting lol

i got my septum pierced.. yesssssssssssssssss

so today was the master stylist try outs, and anyone who knowsme.. knows that i have worked my ass off for this thing!!!
and you know what .. I MADE IT!!!!!
i am soo excited and happy! yay
that is a whole lot of stress off of me.