Lets start off with, I don't believe, for one second, that I'm a slut. Just becuase I have sex, does not make me one, especially since I have sex with just one person. I lost my virginity at 16 to Ben, in April, and wow, I just relized, that sexual relationship only lasted 4 months. I've been commited to Chase for a year now, and if thats slutty, then wow, get me a fucking dictionary.
I'm not dirt. When did the word "dirt" become a personality trait?
I have to say, I'm tough, but grade 10 made me vunerable.
Ben you fucked me right up. After what you did I've been insecure about relationships.
You too, Sarah, fucked me right up. Its natural in life to have friends leave, but cuz of what u did to me, I know believe that I make ppl run away from me, that its always my fault.
Whats so wrong with me, that every girl needs to hate me?
Example...
S t e p h [ the words you scribbled on the walls, loss of friends u didn't have, bye bye beautiful ] yes, i'm not that bad of a person tho eh? i'd prefer u meet me before u dislike me
||xoxo??!%Jεşš%!??xoxo|| sInG *bAbY C* celly : 751 7365 NoThInG hAs eVeR bEeN sImPLe (ip)IN NC(ip) well thats wat u perfer n i care about u why??
S t e p h [ the words you scribbled on the walls, loss of friends u didn't have, bye bye beautiful ] dunno, just figure u;f be interested in knowing ur b.fs best friend
||xoxo??!%Jεşš%!??xoxo|| sInG *bAbY C* celly : 751 7365 NoThInG hAs eVeR bEeN sImPLe (ip)IN NC(ip) yah the best friend is sittin right beside me??
S t e p h [ the words you scribbled on the walls, loss of friends u didn't have, bye bye beautiful ] rob and i r definitly best friends, since grade 4
||xoxo??!%Jεşš%!??xoxo|| sInG *bAbY C* celly : 751 7365 NoThInG hAs eVeR bEeN sImPLe (ip)IN NC(ip) ok? well his little sister is right besdie me n shes my bff too...so w/e...think wat u want
S t e p h [ the words you scribbled on the walls, loss of friends u didn't have, bye bye beautiful ] his lil sister? well hun, i'm his big sister
S t e p h [ the words you scribbled on the walls, loss of friends u didn't have, bye bye beautiful ] i don't think anyone can really take my place
||xoxo??!%Jεşš%!??xoxo|| sInG *bAbY C* celly : 751 7365 NoThInG hAs eVeR bEeN sImPLe (ip)IN NC(ip) well i don't think he wants to tell ppl that his best friend is a fuckin NEwmarket slut whjo does it by a fuckin garbage can adn u can't replace his sister who is my lil sister so fuck off u pile off fuckin shit cuzzz dont' think u can come between rob his gf adn all his girl adn boys who all kno eachother and are not sluts
S t e p h [ the words you scribbled on the walls, loss of friends u didn't have, bye bye beautiful ] sweetie, i'm hardly a slut.
S t e p h [ the words you scribbled on the walls, loss of friends u didn't have, bye bye beautiful ] >>PERSONAL INFO I DELETED BEFORE PUTTING IN LJ<<
||xoxo??!%Jεşš%!??xoxo|| sInG *bAbY C* celly : 751 7365 NoThInG hAs eVeR bEeN sImPLe (ip)IN NC(ip) o and don't think u can do shit cuzz ask brett about me bitch u shit o its joc
||xoxo??!%Jεşš%!??xoxo|| sInG *bAbY C* celly : 751 7365 NoThInG hAs eVeR bEeN sImPLe (ip)IN NC(ip) wtf bitch shut ur trap befor u make someone do it for u ok
S t e p h [ the words you scribbled on the walls, loss of friends u didn't have, bye bye beautiful ] hun.. ur not worth it k? i'm too old for this now, i;ve been thro all the stupid grade 10 drama, so good night and have fun.. i tryed to be civil and be nice to u cuz of rob, but i'm not gonna waste my time, i'll just forget about u.. and if ur gonna talk., don;t be stupid and swear, be mature,,, c ya
Do you think I handled that well?
I don't want to lose Evelyn and Kym
I've been a bad friend to Linz and Tina. This whole summer I've ignored them, and its not right. Linz said she felt like I had left her.. well maybe in ways I did, but I promise, I never stopped thinking about u.
Jen although you probably don't read my journal I'd just like to say I miss you too, alot. I miss hanging out with you.. I know I'm probably saying this way to late, but I guess thats better then never saying it.
I was gonna type alot more .. but now i just wanna listen to music, I'll finish later