Maybe its time I started making things right with myself ( Read more... )

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could u care to see
who i am
cut the curtains
remove my mask
stare into
my unseen eyes
that hold so much
of my soul
remove my bandages
uncover my skin
breath in my hair
take it all in
lose yourself inside me
realise who u r
promise never leave me
promises ony go so far
never forget this
hold me don't let go
cherish every memory
never say no more

It seems alot of people are confused about my poem..

I'm tired of explaining myself... of venting.. I wrote this huge thing.. but chose not to put it here.. I did save it tho.. but.. for right now.. who cares.

People.. its about me, and me being a bad person...a thank u.

You're all so vein ;).. twas a huge venting poem, inspired by many things, but ( Read more... )

null and void
hello and welcome
i'm the person
you all avoid
i'm the girl
who has annoyed
i'm the child
whos ignored and pushed aside
i'm the thing
who wants to hide
i'm that kid
who u made cry
i'm that creature
u were scarred by
i'm the woman
who bloomed too late
i'm the one
who u all hate
cold dry tears
that stain my face
i'll save myself
but just in case
you care to ( Read more... )

Well the past few days have been on and off.

I'm tired of getting pity .. so tired lol. dude, lets face it, i'm  fucked up somtimes, not always, but it happens, and I'll see ok...

Talked to Chase and Nikki tonight... I'm smiling now cuz of them. Thanx for everyone who listened to me bitch...

Blair- ur logic is always appriciated. you definitly make ( Read more... )

I have to say.. I think I'm getting out of one problem, and into a whole new problem..

How stupid am I.. would somone like to shake me!? I know what you're all thinking.. i know you think I'm stupid.. fuck save me.. honestly.. erase it alllll.

Blair, I'm here for you. I'll protect you. Its mainly all i can offer.. I can make everyone happy but ( Read more... )

I want to disappear

I thought this was ok

I'm tired of expressing my emotions so from now on, nothing.. I think I've been pretty good at it so far... but i'll express happiness!

Friday- amazing night.. so much fun. I haven't laughed that much in ages!! lets see... highlights..

-trying to mohawk sarahs hair.. hm.. good try tina.. didn't work lol
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I can't remember the last time i updated... o well ( Read more... )