I was thinking about taking a walk. I should really get a compass...

THEN MY SORRY ASS WOULDN'T GET STUCK OUTSIDE SHINJUKU ON FOOT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GODDAMN NIGHT, FIGHTING OFF FUCKING MUGGERS.

WAS A GOOD FIGHT THOUGH.

NEED A QUICK FUCK NOW AND IT'LL BE A GREAT DAY.

It's nice having normal meals again. It's also nice getting new body art, you can't beat that.

Finally my cold seems to be going away as well...all in all a pretty good week. I guess I should go back to school, my suspension ended yesterd-oh...it's Saturday. Nevermind.

So hungry...

I can hear my stomach growling under the blankets...

Moo

it seems i lost direction again. i'm back.

i told her about it all. i wished i didn't have to, but i wanted her to know she's still all i ever think about. day and night. it's not getting better and i dunno how much more i can take.

i just want to die. cold and alone...

Sorry Rin.

(ooc: he's still beating himself up over the party, and told ( Read more... )

I think this counts as burn out. Urahara-san- there's some person or thing that keeps lurking around outside...

and I think I need a few days off and alone.

Kurousaki-san...

I wanted to apologize for losing my temper with you. I guess it's not your fault- and I'm sorry I was a bit resentful over something so...stupid anyway.

Right...so...sorry.

Stupid freaking strawberries.

Stupid party! Stupid liquor! Stupid Ichigo! What the hell was I thinking? Sex with him?! Argh- my first time. It wasn't Rin...damnit. And it hurt and- well...I liked it but...I thought my legs were broken. What the hell? Was he trying to be some mighty jackhammer ( Read more... )

Fine Akito...

You win.

She'll never hear from me or see me again.

Ever.

Abarai Renji-san,

I was informed I'll be working with you while Urahara-san is away. If you need anything, I'm in the upstairs room at the end of the hall.