im so fucking done with all of this.
i cant feel like this anymore.
my body hurts from the tears.
i dont know what to do.
but anything can be better then the
way i fucking feel now.
what am i doing wrong now?

i guess the right track just
isnt the right one for me...

i need a break

so i am very entralled that we didnt have school today. i think i made the best of it. when i first started it off though it just was frustrating and difficult like everything else is. I started off fighting with my Grama about why i dont like communicating or giving my father respect. and for those of you who know me quite well they know why. but ( Read more... )

so over the many years my grandmother has found a growing interest in asking my aunt religious questions that usually can't be answered in the way she was hoping for. today was one that really set me off and got me thinking.
grama-laura, how come God hasnt answered my prayer? I have been praying forever now for David(my father) to get a job, how ( Read more... )

i wanna bring back sayings from the 80's

this is the same old dance

i want to find a nice warm sunny pile of leaves

and smother myself in them....

ahh serenity at last.

i sorta miss the way things use to be ( Read more... )

im on the phone with justin.
:)
ive finally come to the truth
that i have an infatuation.

this should be fun.
i'll make the best of it.

mhh am i running around in circles?
or just standing in the same spot.

is a guys mind clearly that simple...
and im just over analyzing.
or
is it really more complexed..
and they dont get the benifit of the doubt.

deja vu?
or am i still loving you?

games=lame

tell me what you need from me ( Read more... )

dondero is my first love ( Read more... )

umm homecoming was amazing.
i was so happy to see everyone.
justin was a sweetheart.

im so happy im back in royal oak.

oh yeah...

tommorow i start at dondero again!!!!!!!

see you there

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