I'm with Joshua and i'm very happy but I can't forget the other, I will slowly. Until then I will slowly get my strength. Thank God there's some good in this world. After my last few I thought I was done. Tank you God, Grim Reaper...whoever for Joshua. I will deal with his flaws now I want to relax and find out about life with the help of both of ( Read more... )

Seeing tears flow down his beautiful face, softly hitting the floor. Merely the illness and nothing more he says over and over. I want to help, I want to take away all of his woes. When I look into his eyes I see the hurt and when he holds me I feel the tenderness fighting to get out. A man lost in a world of such judging fools. He is as I; I take ( Read more... )

I've been looking back at my life lately and I'm thankful for all of those that helped me. I've learned from everyone even John and Eddie and I will not forget those lessons. When I look back at TSK I think I did the right thing being so far torn us apart and he was to controlling. I'm happy with Josh, Hell he is everything a girl wants. He may not ( Read more... )

Tonight I sit here trying to be the Marie I am, with my boyfriend freaking. The other cling on to something I've lost. He says that I failed and the Gods and Goddess know I tried, I tried so damn hard. I can't go against my heart and I can't go against my morals. Yes we had a wonderful thing but he was controlling and possive with the other I need ( Read more... )

Forfeit the game ( Read more... )

Here I stand in the reign (rain) wanting to thank the man who understands. He has always stood there though the harsh words and the secerts. He's my beloved compain, as the regin washes over my face I think of you. The Butcher, the one who cuts out my heart and gnaws apon it. The one who kills my every hope and dream. I scream into the night but ( Read more... )

I remember the day so well. When you left me, some days I wake screaming your name into the night. Other days I weep for you. Why did she have to be so single minded and evil? We were perfect together, I can't have you again so there's no use living. I won't get to wrap my arms around you. Or even stare into your beautfuil hazel eyes. No one ( Read more... )

I roam free and wonder where you could be. You are never by my side like I want. One day you met me in my dreams. We were one again, we were happy and careless, best of all you were mine. You told me your stories and even sang in that sexy voice of yours. We visted the dead and played tricks on the old. Do you remember when we saved that cat? At ( Read more... )