She's Only Happy When It Rains

Nov 21, 2004 14:50

Sometimes it rains, sometimes it poors, and sometimes floods can open doors. Open doors and rush right through. Rushing right through those open doors, leaking salty tears unto the floor.



[Name] According to the United States Of America it is Stephanie Gaelen Grish. you can call me Fluffy
[Nickname] Fluffy, Muffy, Flumuffy, minion, it, some others that i cant remember
[Screen name] trustno12007 (ok i need a new one guys, suggestions?)
[Birthday] June 14th
[Age] >_< 15.
[Astrological sign?] Gemini
[Chinese zodiac sign?] Dragon, i do believe. . . or snake? -cant remember-
[Location] Your local hardware store!
[Sexual Preference] chicks
[Marital Status] taken and very much in love.
[Religion] Wiccan/Pagan/Undecided
[Eye color] hazel
[Height] 5'3" - yeah lets go with that
[Shoe size] 8.5-9
[Parents still together?] no idea. my adoptive things are.
[Siblings?] not that i know of
[ Nieces/Nephews? ] no...
[ Kids of your own? ] HAHAHAHA
[ Grandkids? ] yes. of corse. duh! what 15 year old doesnt?!
[ Pets?] dont rub it in >_<
[ In school/graduated? ] hah. i go to school. i dont participate, but i go. does that count?
[ Have any credit cards?] pshaw
[ What do you drive? ] MY LITTLE TOY CAR! IT ROCKS!

Favorites
[ Color(s) ] red, purple, black, orange
[ Number ] 666
[ Animal ] a wolf. or any member of the canine family
[ Vehicle ] oooh, a black ford f-150 with jacked up suspension and purple flames
[ Flower ] anything Amber gives me. (awww! lol >_<)
[ Shape ] doodle
[ Soda ] cherry coke
[ Band ] just. . .one? Queen, i guess. or no. Bowie. or. AC/DC. or Aerosmith. DAMNIT! why just one?
[ Song ] mutlipe
[ movie(s) ] Rocky Horor Picture Show, Nightmare on Elm Street (even though im a chiken) FINDING NEMO!

Do you...
[ Color your hair? ] i spose so...my highlights have kinda grown out
[ Twirl your hair? ] not so much as just play with it
[ Have tattoos? ] nope
[ Piercings? ] my ears
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] hehe. yes ^_^
[ Cheat on tests/homework? ] of. corse. not. . .
[ Drink/Smoke? ] do the right thing kids, do the right thing <-- YES CLAIRE! DO THE RIGHT THING! haha.
[ Like roller coasters? ] hell yes!
[ Wish you could live somewhere else? ] Ambers house. . .
[ Want more piercings? ] yeah. maybe my eyebrow, definatly at least another two on each ear. maybe my belly button if i loose weight
[ Like cleaning? ] hah. hah. funny.
[ Write in cursive or print? ] you know? i never learned cursive. . .
[ Carry a donor card? ] nope.
[ Swear a lot? ] depends on what you classifly as alot
[ Own a web cam? ] nuuu
[ Know how to drive? ] yes. can i? no.
[ Diet? ] I HEART FOOD

Do you...
[ Own a cell phone? ] yeah. but i kinda broke it. . .
[ Ever get off the damn computer? ] NEVER! -clings to computer-
[ Hablar Espanol? ] je parle francais. BOOYA

Have you ever...
[ Gotten a speeding ticket?] nope
[ DUI? ] no,
[ Been in a wreck? ] when i wasnt driving, yes.
[ Been arrested? ] nu
[ Stolen anything? ] ahem.
[ Held a gun? ] yeah! i shot a rattle snake in the head once
[ Drank? ] never been drunk, if thats what you mean
[ Smoked? ] ew. no. smoking = tres gross
[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ] haha, just last night! i woke up with just my socks on and didnt know where i was or who i was! (LOL deCourcy!)
[ Been married? ] no...
[ Cried over a girl? ] mmhmm
[ Cried over a boy? ] sadly. yes.
[ Lied to someone? ] yes. but who knows, i could be lying to you right now!
[ Been in love? ] i am in love
[ Fallen for your best friend? ] eh. we wont go into it
[ Made out with JUST a friend? ] yeah
[ Used someone? ] no
[ Been used? ] yes
[ Been cheated on? ] no
[ Been kissed? ] yes

Now
[Current mood] slightly depressed, missing amber, and a little...lonely. (^_^)
[Current taste] the hot pocket i just finished.
[Current hair] brown. so original.
[Current annoyance] my mother
[Current thing I ought to be doing] cleaning my room.
[Current windows open] lj. ambers im. or do you mean real windows?
[Current desktop picture] A gay flag.
[Current book] Stephan Kings' "The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon"
[Current crush(s) ] my girlfriend ^_^

Do you
[Do drugs?] ew. no.
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] yeah, but we wont go into it
[Play an instrument?] ambers gonna teach me guitar
[Believe there is life on other planets?] yes
[Remember your first love?] yeah
[Read the newspaper?] the funnies baby!
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] i am one. but yes i do.
[Believe in miracles?] yes i do believe in miracles
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful to someone forever?] yes. no question
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] yeah
[Consider love a mistake?] nope.
[Have a favorite candy?] hersheys milk chocolte with almonds -drools-
[Believe in magic?] 3rd star to the right and straight onto morning. . .
[Believe in god?] no.
[Do well in school?] hah. hah. funny.
[Go to or plan to go to college] if i cant get in
[Wear hats?] sometimes. i steal Ambers hat often
[Hate yourself?] used to
[Have a secret crush?] no
[Do they know yet?] haha, question. if its secret, WHY WOULD THEY KNOW?!
[Collect anything?] ticket stubs, stuffed elephants, horse figurines, edgar allan poe books, and candles. ^_^
[Have a best friend?] more thanone
[Close friends?] yeah! ^_^ and they are prolly reading this goin, omg gaelen you are SUCH a dork
[Like your handwriting?] nuuuu its horrid
[Care about looks?] not really.

=Love life=
[First crush] ....uhmmmmm i dont recall
[Current crush] amber. duh.
[Single or attached?] attached is such a....clingly word. im in a relationship.
[Ever been in love?] i am in love
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] depends.
[Describe your "perfect guy"] uhm, a girl? lol. Amber. simple as that

Are You A...:
[Wuss] yes. lol
[Druggy] nu
[Daydreamer] yeah, definatly
[Freak] depends on what you mean by freak....
[Brat] according to my mom i am
[Sarcastic] no. never!
[Goody-goody] not. really.
[Shy] when im meeting new people. otherwise. hell no.
[Talkative] yes. very. i tend to ramble on about nothing in particular till someone just tellsm e to shut the fuck up and bugger off.
[Adventurous] spontaneous describes me better <-- yeah man!
[Flirty] ive been told i am. -shrugs-

so. today i had to burry my dogs ashes. we dug a hole, and put the box down inside, and put dirt over him, and covered him up. and i cried. i cried and i cried and i cried. i sat outside for near an hour just looking at the fresh packed earth and listening to the windchime i put up to mark his grave. now i can go out there, and whenever he wants me to know hes still here, he will tell the wind to blow. and she will blow for me, and make the chime sing its sad notes of remembrance and regret. and i can cry. sit and cry because i know he still loves me, but he isnt there to lick those tears away.

i asked my mom if amber could come over to comfort me and keep me company. and of corse she said no. didnt give me any reason. just no. she was LAUGHING on the damn phone today after we did it, naught 20 minets after too! its disgracefull.
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