Comments | blackacidheart: Confused and at wits end.

blackacidheart

Confused and at wits end.

Jun 08, 2003 11:17

I have tried for six months to work things out with you. I do want to, but not with other guys in the picture. I am tired of playing games and being on the back burner. I am moving in five days and counting. Time is really running out for us. Everything Katie told me last night is stuff that I already knew. Mainly that you still love me, and ( Read more... )

Comments 16

killahurtz June 8 2003, 08:35:09 UTC

But i love you Jeremy please come back to me. LOL I know u don't want to here this but step off. u and Steph need to walk away for a while. space is the only thing that will do u any good right now. well i'll TTYL. TIE PEACE

Re: blackacidheart June 8 2003, 11:10:45 UTC

Don't talk shit to me. All that post was stuff she has said to me over the pas few days, other wise I wouldn't give her a second thought. Plus I know yo thought it was kewl having steve over your house one day. So as far as you go, why don't you try being a friend, I always tried to talk tracy out of seeing paul, and screwing around with him, but YOu jsut want to push steph back to steve and now with the new guy.

C-Ya
Jeremy

steponme187 June 8 2003, 12:22:22 UTC

Jer.. Why do you have to post stuff like that? I know youve been mad at him forever about it, but let it go! That was a long ass time ago and i told you not to get pissed about it and you still do. Just calm down okay!!!

steponme187 June 8 2003, 12:24:07 UTC

Hey joe.. I understand you completley. I do think that your right and me and him need some time apart but this whole thing w/him trying to make me jealous all the time isnt working and I just wanted to say thank you for helping, no matter what he says.

noresistance June 8 2003, 11:36:19 UTC

Hey Jer, it's Mary. I know you probably don't want to hear anything from me, but I just want you two to be happy again.

When Colby and I were really on the rocks, we spent some time apart and it was really good for us. We try to do it occasionaly that way we have time to miss each other and have our own space.

I just hate seeing friends of mine all yucky like this.

I hope things work out for the best no matter what happens.

Trying trying trying blackacidheart June 8 2003, 12:36:20 UTC

Thank you for trying to help out, you and Colby. We have had a few days apart and in my eyes it has brought new problems into the mix. I jsut want things to be how they used to be, when it was me, Steph and Chris at the apartment. I jsut hope those days aren't too far gone. My car will me set and registered soon, Maybe I will have to come see you guys. BTW, Your dating a car salesman now. lol Damn guys and their cheap suits and lies. Either way got to go finish Cleaning the car out. TTYL Again, thanks for everything. :)

Re: Trying trying trying noresistance June 8 2003, 12:39:52 UTC

Well, breaking up and spending time apart is going to create those kidns of problems. We didn't break up. We were still together but just taking time away from each other. Breaking up and doing that will leave way too many windows open to keep the relationship where it was.

Re: Trying trying trying blackacidheart June 8 2003, 17:38:34 UTC

I know what you mean. I will know what is going to happen at nine, so I hope I will have great news. I can't take anymore heartache, or being alone.

killahurtz June 8 2003, 13:50:11 UTC

Well thank you for jumping down the wrong persons back. I was trying to say you are doing the right thing by geting on with your life. and as for steve i didn't mind the guy but he sure as hell isn't someone i would want to hang out with. As for him comeing here as far as i can remeber he has never been at my house. As for me being a friend i have had your back for years. Longer then anyone on here. As for me not saying anything to u about steve if i can forgive you for fucking my girlfriend(s) then i think u can let it slid that i didn't want to be involved in you and stephs Shit. Well i'm out TIE

doesn't matter blackacidheart June 8 2003, 17:27:06 UTC

Fucking girlfriends was a long time ago, and I have mattured alot since then. I don't want to get away from steph. I do love her, jsut like you love tracy. I know Steph for the great person she can be. And tonight it will be decided. As far as having backs, your right, we've always had each others backs, always. We have jsut gone different directions for so long we don't even know each other any more. I think we need to kick it sometime soon to fix these things. Actually I think me you and Steph need to have a sit down, and get all of these stories straight. I know Steve is gone from her life, as far as I know. And the "other" dude I was jsut informed isn't a contender. So it comes down to weither she actually loves me or not. This should be good. I just hope I don't get my usual, A large order of broken heart, with a side of misery. I am on aim right now if you wanna talk. JerJerBinks0382

jeremy

Re: doesn't matter killahurtz June 8 2003, 18:44:35 UTC

Well if u want to kick it u best drag your as to my block cause my busted as is stuck here.

Re: doesn't matter blackacidheart June 9 2003, 19:03:39 UTC

busted ass is right. fix that damn car. all the money put in it and it still doesn't move.

Thread 6

steponme187 June 8 2003, 21:47:23 UTC

you guys are crazy... jer i think I need to make a decision on my own. I know you want a 100% answer but I cannot give you one when your giving me a time limit. Its not fair to me.

accordtypesei June 10 2003, 08:58:54 UTC

Like Mary said, spend some time apart yo. Y'all need it.