i'm bored & waiting. i hope matt comes back soon.
phones/schedules/msn/time/the world hates us :\
.number one.
Name: cindy
Present: ..right now it's janaury 29th. 12:41 am
Sex: female
DOB: august 2, 1985
Eyes: brown/green/hazel/orange/yellow/blue
Hair: brown
Have you ever?
Drank: yup
Smoked: yes
Kissed the same sex: yep
Kissed the opposite sex: yup
Skinny-dipped: yep
Broken a bone: no..but close
Failed a class: nope and i plan to keep it that way
Killed someone: nope
Had a death in the family: i guess yeah.
Ran around nude: yup.
Status, right now?
Wearing: plaid flannel pj pants, shleppy tshirt.
Eating: nothing
Phone with: no one :(
Time: 12:42 am
Drinking: nothing
Listening to: "wait" by something corporate
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: basically yeah
Married?: nope..but soon (aww to alex!
forty_night)
When was the last time you?
Smiled: i don't know. when matt said he missed me? or something at the kitchen table.
Laughed: probably at american idol when i was at the gym.. or with my brother at the table.
Cried: last night at like 4:45 am when i woke up to have missed matt's text messages & we couldn't talk & i was all tired & delirious and i cried.
Bought something: today
Danced: not sure.. maybe jokingly sometime yesterday.
Were sarcastic: today i bet.
Kissed someone: last monday<3 :(
Talked to an ex: no idea. it's been a while.
Watched your favorite movie: i watched one of them the other week.
Had a nightmare: a while ago.
Slept with someone: last sunday night<3 (so a week and a half ago)
Said i love you: maybe today sometime? or yesterday to abby.
What is the?
Last book you read: i'm reading 'sex & the city' (and stuff for school..kinda lol)
Last movie you saw: i don't remember.
Last song you heard: "soundtrack for our movie" by mae (it JUST finished)
Last thing you had to drink: cocoa!
Last time you showered: earlier tonight
Last thing you ate: chicken fingers & couscous
Do you?
Live in the moment: umm i guess so. sometimes i definitely do.
Have a dream that keeps coming back: nope
Play an instrument: drums & percussion.
Believe there is life on other planets: yup.
Read the newspaper: sometimes
Have any gay or lesbian friends: yes
Believe in miracles: i don't know..probably not.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever to someone: maybe
Consider yourself tolerant of others: to some extent yes, to some extent no
Like the taste of alcohol: depends what it is..but overall, no.
Have a favorite candy: depends on my mood. i could go for some twizzlers or something gummy today.
Believe in astrology: nah
Believe in God: no.
Pray: no.
Go to church: no, but i've been a couple times with someone when i was visiting.
Have any secrets: sure
Have any pets: nope
Do well in school: sure
Go to college: yes, university..
Have a major: not really.
Talk to strangers who instant message you: sometimes
Have any piercings: my ears & my lip
Have any tattoos: nope
Have an obsession: music.
Collect anything: tons of stuff.. like ticket stubs, notebooks, pins..
Wish on stars: yes.
Like your handwriting: sometimes
Have any bad habits: of course
Care about looks: to an extent
.two.
01. kill? uhh well the person i spoke of in my last (F-O) post
02. shag? matt
mtheb03. slap? same as #1
04. hear from? i don't know
05. get really wasted with? abby
winegards_bitch & matt
mtheb06. tickle? mattt
07. look like? someone better looking than me, which isn't difficult.
08. be like? i don't know
09. avoid? not sure
10. tease? matt
FAVORITES:
01. food? chicken teriyaki from nagoya!!! haha
02. drink? milk, fruitopia
03. color? blue
04. album? hanson albums<3
05. shoes? my grey ones.
06. site? i dunno
07. dance? none
08. song? a lot of them
09. Vegetable? carrots, mushrooms..so on
10. fruit? strawberries
11. berry? blackberry & strawberry
YOUR DAY:
1. what's your favorite breakfast cereal? umm let's go with honey nut cheerios today
2. what's the first thing you do upon waking? sometimes think "fuck i don't wanna get up"
3. toast or pop tart? toast.
4. do you have normal sleeping habits? kiiinda..not so much.
5. how many hours of sleep you average? these days, like 3 :\
6. get on the Internet before school? sometimes
7. change your underwear regularly? yup
8. sing in the shower? sometimes but not often
1. what your favorite fast food place? hmm. does pita pit count?
2. take out, drive thru, or eat in? depends on my mood.
3. bring your lunch or eat from a vending machine? ..vending machine? eww. it's called a caf. or bring food.
4. eat in a group or alone? group.
5. would you like fries with that? no, i'm on a diet
6. gossip? it's bad but we're all guilty.
7. brush your teeth after every meal? usually when i can.
8. chew trident? yes!
9. are you eating anything right now? nope
10. slept past noon? umm on monday.
1. what is your favorite sleeping position? none really...well i prefer spooning :)
2. do you dream in color or black and white? colour
3. do you sleep alone? sometimes a stuffed animal. sometimes with matt<3
4. have you ever been in a bar? yep
5. how about a lesbian bar? hmm nope
6. do you drink? yeah sometimes
7. do you drink and drive? no.
8. how about drugs, do you do those? not really
9. do you carry condoms? there's some in my backpack.
10. name something stupid you've done while drunk: nothing TOO stupid i guess. i don't regret nick & me all over each other without being all over each other. i bit braydon's neck haha but i'm aware of what i do.
12. what are you doing next Saturday night? going to waterloo to be with matt
12. what do you sleep in?: usually nakie
15. kiss and tell? i tell some of my friends usually.
MISCELLANEOUS:
MY HAIR: is getting long
MY DREAMS: are very very weird
MY OBSESSION: is nothing right now.
MOST ATTRACTIVE FEATURE: eyes?
MY FAVORITE THING TO DO: hang out with matt or abby
I'M WEARING: flannel plaid pj pants, tshirt
I SEE: my messy desk, picture holders, money, a picture of matt & me, notebooks, sketchbook, markers..
I FIND: that i always want to fix everyone's problems
I WANT: to fix everyone's problems. and a bunch of money. and my ear to stop itching!
I HAVE: to figure things out
I WISH: i was with matt
I LOVE: my good friends
I HATE: guilt trips
I MISS: matt
I FEAR: more guilt trips & shittiness
I SMELL: nothing.
.three.
what is your full name? cindy (i only have one name like madonna)
what color pants are you wearing right now? red/blue/white plaid
what song are you listening to right now? "selected attention" by the starting line
what are the last four digits of your phone number? 0714
what was the last thing you ate? chicken fingers & couscous
do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? pretty much yeah
if you were a crayon, what color would you want to be? sky blue
where would you like to go on your honeymoon? i don't know
what do you want to spend the rest of your life without? so much heartache
do you like snow, sun, or rain? sun
how is the weather right now? dark. probably cold. maybe snowing.
last person you talked to on the phone? matt
what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes, how he carries himself, mannerisms, expressions.. i dunno
do you like the person that sent you this? i think it's from lisa
singthemercies.. so yes.
how are you today? poopy
your fave drink? milk, fruitopia
how do you eat an oreo? depends
fave sport? don't know
what makes you happy? matt, abby, cool people, music, concerts
what's the next CD you're going to get? no idea
favorite song? i dont know
favorite place to be kissed? lips, neck, forehead, temple, cheek, hand
hair color?: brown
eye color?: multicoloured
Height? 4'11"
do you wear contacts? yes :\
siblings and their ages? brother, 22
what religion are you? none
what do you like to do? wite, read, listen to music, go online, hang out
what's the best advice given to you? i don't know
have you ever won any special awards? yeah, schoolstuff i guess
what are your future goals? ask me when i'm not tired
fave food? salad
fave day of the year? none
do you like to dance? sure but i suck
worst sickness you ever had? stomach flu i guess.. ughhhh
what's the stupidest thing you ever done? drank too much is one of them lol
do you like scary or happy movies better? happy usually
on the phone or in person? in person!
summer or winter? summer
hugs or kisses? both
have you ever been in love? yes
did it hurt? yes.
i kinda wanna cry right now.