stolen from a lot of people. deal with it.
edited! slightly.

( sorry, i'm bitter & jaded right now... )

cam chaos_leech sucks for not doing anything tonight ;)

<3

CINDY'S STALKER SAYS: "i had thoughts about u all day"
creepy.

i wanna feel loved and cute...
if only i had a mix cd, a cute collage, flowers and some lingerie...

le sigh

:P

<3

matt<3 mtheb and i make the CUTEST FAKE COUPLE EVER<333

Matt says:
haha i'd totally kill for you

( awwwwwwwwwwww *squeal* )

A better slumber
Was in your arms
Spent tangled up in you
A sudden mourning
Crashed in the room
With an uninvited sudden change in you

What can I say?
Where's that girl boy from last night
Who slept on that side
And looks just like you do?

You can sleep in your own bed tonight
Sleep away a silent pain
That's screaming out my name ( Read more... )

matt mtheb and i are internet umm yas.

hahahaha.

<3

last night it smelled EXACTLY like him.

his natural smell, the one i loved and couldn't get enough of. it was just so... good.. and i can't forget it... the exact smell when i last hugged him and breathed him in ( Read more... )

..paul messaged me this morning before i was awake. HAHAHAHA. seeing him would be HILARIOUS.. but extremely annoying, i'm sure. i wonder if he's just as immature as he was in august when i last saw him. and if he'll be all over me *gag* what dirt.

why am i always up so late? rawr.

and looking at the clock at this exact moment in time.

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i can't even figure out my feelings anymore.

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i'm tired
cynical and broken, but wiser
heavy with a sense of resentment
but i used to be so much different
i used to have so much faith
when i started
you knew that i always meant it
i knew thought i ( Read more... )

my heart is up in the air until that next icq message 'uh-oh's!

"uh-oh!"

*takes a deep breath and clicks..*