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[blackbird3950]

most of the time i lie on my bed and listen to music and stare at nothing

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I feel like being obnoxious.

[madeline_usher]

You heart's racing and your lips are dry?! OMG! Why aren't you at a hospital?! You're obviously suffering from a drug overdose!!

I'm just messing. Seriously, I don't know what the fuck's wrong with me.

Re: I feel like being obnoxious.

[blackbird3950]

oh yeah. definitely a drug overdose.
there's nothing wrong with you.

[anonymous]

i know i know i know.
we are the same.
and i don't know what to say because i can't figure it out either.

i think it might be part of the reason i got sick yesterday.
but i wouldn't recommend it; it only made me feel more unreal.

[blackbird3950]

fucking anonymous! i should just refuse to reply to you from now on.

except that we're soul mates and hopefully seeing tristan and isolde today.

being sick makes you feel unreal?
you know what makes you feel real?
standing on top of the bleachers and looking around.
let's just do that everyday to remind ourselves.

[actorguy89]

(I don't really know what else to say but...) I'm sorry you're missing your matter. You'll find it though, it just might take some more staring into nothing. and perhaps a yodel or two from the austrian alps (assuming you're going on the Austria trip Katrina talks about... and that austria has alps.)

[blackbird3950]

oh sadly i won't get the opportunity to yodel from the alps.
but i'm pretty sure california has some pretty good sized mountains..

[burnxeverything]

it's a type of depression i think... like.. u feel drained..and u need to do something.. i dk... i feel like that sometimes, and it's best just maybe 1- not listen to sad music but happy! 2- don't stare at absolutley nothing. cause that leads to thinking, which leads to thinking about how blank and empty you are, watch a movie, call me!!! do anything! to keep your mind off of it!

lol yeah i suck

<3

[blackbird3950]

well then maybe we should actually DO something.
losah.
i love you.

[dearmotivation]

I think you are suffering from a mid-life crisis at age 16.

Obviously, there's only one solution. Leave your wife (sorry Katrina), get hair transplants for that receding hair line and a fake tan, and find some hot steward that you don't really like, but you do love the free airfare.

Or you could just not follow my advice. (Were I you, I'd go with the latter).

[blackbird3950]

i told kat a million times we're going through a midlife crisis at age 16.
except it's actually not MIDlife. it's more like 1/8 life crisis.