My apologies, darlings
I haven't been posting at all the last few days? Am I missed? No, probably not. ;) But I just wanted to say that I hadn't vanished off the face of the Earth or anything.
I think I mentioned in an earlier post (I can't keep track of what I ramble about) that I have a rather persistant respiratory related illness. It's been going on for about 18 months now and started back in September of 2009 when I caught the Swine Flu. And yes, it really was as bad as people said. It was not just a regular flu, bbs. Let me tell you. Ugh. Anyway. I've never really recovered from that, though no one knows why. I cough almost all the time and I'm incredibly susceptible to respiratory infections, particularly pneumonia. I had it five times last year alone and I already have it again this year. :( Two weeks into the new year and I'm already ill. Gahhh, I hate my immune system. I really do.
Now I'm rambling again. I have such a problem with that.
Anyway, that is why I haven't been posting too much. I'm pretty much stuck in bed all day, only able to get up for the important things, i.e food, bathroom, shower, etc. Because my lungs are so weak, I really struggle with pneumonia. I wheeze more than usual (and I weeze a lot) and I have a really hard time catching my breath if I'm on my feet/talking/walking/doing ANYTHING for too long. I tend to end up in the hospital because after 18 months of taking them, I have a bit of an immunity to antibiotics. I can take the strongest kind available and they do nothing. I actually tend to get worse. Of course. My fingers are crossed that I don't end up in the hospital this time but it's looking like that might happen. D: It'll be the third time over the course of just a few months.
What was my point in posting this again? Oh, right!
My posts might be a wee bit limited until I recover. Well... recover by my standards anyway. Does my body understand the concept of being healthy? Hell naw. Damn you, body. Damn you.
On a happier note, CHRISTIAN BALE WON A GOLDEN GLOBE TONIGHT AND I NEARLY KILLED MYSELF BECAUSE I FREAKED THE FUCK OUT AND COULDN'T BREATHE. Ahem. I was very happy. And he looked so good. Omg! That hair, that beard, that smile. Unf. I love me the Jesus look. ;) Well... I just love me some Bale. <3
UNFFFFF. <3 He so deserved that award. And looked totally sexy accepting it. Honestly- I don't just like him because he's like, the most attractive man on the planet. (Second only to T-Hard. Sorry Chris. I still love you, bb). I promise. I do make it sound like that but Iegitamitly adore this man. I have since I was like, 11. I'm so proud of him. *sniff sniff*
THEY ARE THE CUTEST COUPLE EVERRRRRR. If they weren't, I would really hate her. Seriously, I wonder if Sibi ever wakes up and is like, "Damn. I'm lucky." I totally melted when he thanked her in his acceptance speech. "Any man would be lucky as hell to be married to you." D'AWWWWWW. That's love, you guys. Love. AND HE GAVE A SHOUT OUT TO THEIR DAUGTHER. AKGHGIFHDH. HEARTS IN EYES. ♥___♥
Ahem.
Tl;dr: I'm sick and Christian Bale is the most perfect man ever made. That is all.