Emotion...

[blackcatotaku]

Its weird I shouldnt feel badly because things are going better than ever... I have a job thats paying me a really good salary... I'm making new friends... School is going well as can be expected with such a heavy course load.... But I cant help but feel kind of lonely... With my boyfriend all the way at Pen State I'm forced to try and be loyal to

Comments

[bladededge]

I think you nailed it on the head. It's really hard to love someone that doesn't love herself. It's not easy...it's really difficult. Do some things for yourself that will boost your self-esteem...go buy a new outfit, or go to the gym for a bit or something. There's lots of stuff you can do. The most important part, though, is that your friends do love you. Sure, it's hard when there's so much distance. But folks like me wouldn't stick around for someone who wasn't worth it. :D

[blackcatotaku]

Thanks for the words of encouragement. I have actually started taking belly dancing classes because the dr that I work for teaches them at the gym I currently go to so its a nice team building thing. All the people I work with right now are all women and so we go and do the class together and its fun. I cant beleive how much my stomach hurts after those classes haha.

[bladededge]

I LOVE belly dance. I found a show called Shimmy on fitTV via our cable, and I just adore it. It teaches really basic moves, and promotes good stretching beforehand, and then at the end of each episode it puts the moves you learned earlier together into a mini dance routine

[blackcatotaku]

Hmm no that doesnt sound crazy at all. I drink yerba matte all the time and it helps me feel better along with kambucha mushroom tea they are both really healthy forms of energy and nutrients so it makes perfect sense to take a multi-vitamin. I dont remember if you like coffee very much but if you want a good alternative try the Yerba Matte its not very expensive and it comes in a lot of good flavors like chai, mint and chocolate and many more. I have been attempting to eat better and I do like soy milk its just hard to buy when I live with my mom because she hates it so much. I will be moving out soonesque though hopefully into a town house wiht a friend of mine. I'v also found a really good all natural sleeping pill that doesnt develope co-dependancy that I take every now and again if I'm really needing help sleeping its just the suppliment melatonin.