Is what I am destined to be ( Read more... )

I need to update this shit way more lol...ummm basically the low down is, looking for a new place, because the people I used to rent from left...ummmm...very stressed...working alot....still with Chris...1 year on the tenth of Feb...I have 4 kitties who i love very much, Asche, mr mittenz (the norwegin forest cat), Sid booger (my oldest son LOL ( Read more... )

A tear in my brain ( Read more... )

well, Last weekend Christopher and I went to Bradenton motor sports and drag raced his maxima...he nearly smoked a mustang! His front bumper was even with the dudes back bumper....So thats why his car is called a sleeper :p I had alot of fun though...I rode in the car for 7 out of 9 of his races ( Read more... )

Life never ceases to amaze me you know??? Christopher is living with me again, things are well with that...mom is still alive and kicking...going to go set her up with disability/SSI asap...need her to get her own apartment, or perhaps help me out with money...work is scarce these days @ FSC cyber cafe, seeing as the college closes down and cuts ( Read more... )

It seems as though, my brother and his wife are not doing well...again. Apparently he needs to stay in the guest room now, because of something "he cant talk about". It's so obvious...and I dont want to say I told you so ( Read more... )

Some funny, some sad, some scary....and most of them ..I want to compile into a book of sorts...its crazy reading all these entries!!! I need to delete some...or atleast private them or somethin. Life has really made a complete 180, and I'm really content now. This journal is really proof I have memory loss problems though...I dont remember some ( Read more... )

Never get to see my man.
Didnt get a raise upon my one year evaluation.
I dont have money to get out of the situation I'm in.

I know I'm stable, I provide a roof over my and my mothers head...but things are just really

not right.

I have a bad feeling about this weekend...

73 miles between us....the one thing that makes me feel right inside....

good song nukka.

Not much has been up, other than Chris saved me from being raped at a bar 2 nights ago.

I didn't think he had it in him. It was so amazing...

Love. It's a good thing.

It's never really realistic til it blows your mind....

Another boring post, but I'm working and on the clock (finally lol) Just a quick update. Miranda got the DVD back from like 3 years ago at megacon lol! It's gonna be fricken hilarious. Brandon and Kitty had the baby this week. I'm so happy for them =) He's sooo cute! not much else is up...other then chris is kind of dick lately, but oh well. ( Read more... )