Evere meet that person youve just been a dick to, go back and talk? well damn.....i did. beleive it or not, but im all dreamy and shit.never seen this person, only talked to her on the phone once, but holy fucking shit its like a wake up call from the deadzone. now ive got somethin to wake up to. a reason for getting up and bustin my ass. a chick ( Read more... )

Woke up: throat hurtin, head spinnin less then the past few days, etc. went to the base to see my doc. they give us hell. come to find out i was misdiagnosed. so now im on some type of medical steroids to help reduce swelling in my throat and somethin else. so we go to leave, and mom and grandmother almost get arrested....fun fun ( Read more... )

a shot in the ass, and they tell you youll feel better. maybe to mask how much everything is gonna hurt. but oh well. im still sick, got meds to nock me up and make me feel better.

Caked shit on my mouth when i wake. Low grade fever. headache and spinnin. naseous. what the fuck is going on....i cant hardly walk without usin the wall to help me.

dont feel much of anything. dont ask why......
for some reason its like my emotions stopped after i got home tonight. well, i spose it doesnt matter. all that matters is work i think. hmm.....spose ill turn the slipknot louder, cuz its the only thing worth listenin to.

Thats right. im sick as holy hell, havent slept all night cuz of muh stomach, and blah blah blah, but i have the ultimate momentary fixer!!!!!! Duh Duh Duh::insert drum roll here:: thats right assholes! PIZZA!(i must be askin 4 my stomach to explode..)

cant sleep. you know, ive gotta be bored and depressed to write more then once.damn. that sucks. i gotta get up in 4 hours for work. how nice.....i can see it now "im holding a shovel and fall in the ditch im diggin" or"im cuttin an electrical line and forget to turn off the power". the joys of an almost nonexistent while nonrested mind......

Im downright depressed at the moment. my gf is bitchin at her mom, and i know both can act pretty crazy when they get going....so this might end up dragging to the weekend. that sucks cuz i wanted to take her out.....i dont just make money to not have fun. oh well, if i dont get to, ill just put it towards my car, just like all the rest of it...

Nothin to do....hmm....tried callin muh hanna chika, but shes not home i spose. well, i asked for communication....this seems to be lookin worse atm...sucky. well, i miss a lot, and my vehicle will be back up in prolly three or four weeks. yay me......

sleep? why sleep. its what happens when you too much of an adrenaline rush from listenin to hard ass music and having such a badass day. looks like im movin up in the world.'bout fuckin time.now i can focus on muh car, and everything else my heart desires. to those who wanna stand with me and move up, well, be my guest. to the rest: fuck you. i ( Read more... )