Candid tears and purple skies ( Read more... )

Last night I had the strangest dream. I think its because I was talking to Marco and how hes a man-whore and had sex with Alyssa over the weekend and stole her virginity.. and this conversation was right before I went to sleep but thats beyond the point. Well I dreamt that Marco asked me to have sex with him and I said no and he started chasing ( Read more... )

My favourite song in the whole world ( Read more... )

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Well.. its finally Friday. Can you say Halleluja or what? Im still upset that Heather didnt invite me to her party but she "couldnt" or something. Oh well. I went to Jenns tonight. It was fun.. it took a while for us to get home though. We ate pizza and fries and did makeovers and she straightened my hair and took hot pictures and talked ( Read more... )

So I admit, I wasnt very good. But I didnt do anything out of the ordinary (in my opinion). I grinded at the dance with Peter (lol), learned how to skateboard, went on this zip-line thing like 30+ feet in the air (I was shaking!!) and did a dance with my group infront of like 300 people ( Read more... )

I feel alot better. I ran on the treadmill for a half hour (maybe 35 mins?), screamed out my songs and then took a long bath. I realized he wasnt worth my time and theres so many other guys. Actually Jenn told me I was being pathetic, so I pretty much realized that I was. And then people made me feel better by telling me he was a fag, an ( Read more... )

I just had lunch. I still feel pretty sick.. actually I realized that im not feeling that much better at all, but whatever. Im going to make him regret it. :)

Life is so much better being single.

You know you love me,
Cee <3

Suprise Suprise, he broke my heart. You all saw it coming didnt you? Thanks for warning me. I feel so sick. I cried for an hour last night, and right now my face is blotchy and I look like shit, ive been crying again. Maybe you dont care, because I feel like the world is against me now, but I need to get things out. He made me feel like I was ( Read more... )

He said he couldnt hang out. I guess I was disapointed but its not like I wasnt expecting it. I mean I wont see him until next Thursday, but what can you do? *Sigh*. He sounded genuine, like he actually couldnt hang out and he said he was sorry and hed call later if things changed, so I think he actually did want to hang out with me? I dont ( Read more... )