im goin to b changeing my whole LJ...i had to change my SN cause some-one broke into it...and i changed stuff on my myspace....i will gladly ask of u ppl to delete all of my coment things off ur LJ posts...if not i will...thanks and good-bye....if ur worthy enough ill give u my new name if not then im sorry and good-bye...

i might loose him. but wat else is there to do? i fucked up yet again, and i cant go back. i hate when we talk. it hurts so much and i try to hide it but im always to tierd to do it. i dont sleep a lot because of the nightmares i have about him. it hurts talkin to him knowing i hurt him really bad and i cant go back and change it. knowing i fucked ( Read more... )

why do i even come here to check if theres any comments? there never is. no one reads these and no one even cares. no one wants to help so why am i here? u guys r all stuck up, snobs. why do i even bother with u. u guys dont bother with me. so im out of here. lets see if i talk to u anymore.

I'll pull down the sun ( Read more... )

i have no life.....im startin 2 fall 4 some1 i shouldnt....dont ask who i wont tell....and my x gary is wat is that word again...ummmm....OBSESSED....i hate how he always tells me how much he <3 me and how he wants me back....he tells me 2 break-^ w/my bf 2 b w/him....no fuckin way...i <3 my bf and im always goin 2 b w/him.......im engaged 2 him ( Read more... )

okay im in a lot of pain right now....no i didnt cut.....u know where ur heart is and sometimes it hurts right there on ur chest....well it hurts a lot.....and my ribs hurt a lot too.....i am also a week late on my period and i dont know why...not like i had sex...im still a vergin....but yeah my mom says that its because im a growing teen....lol ( Read more... )

my dad should b here anytime now and im really nervise. ummmm..... i dont know wat to say.
i miss my boyfriend and i want to see him real soon.
well, got to go get ready. later.

i have been talking to my boyfriend lately. i am so in love with him. i cant believe we broke up in the first place. but now we are back together. hes wierd but he listens to me, and right now im starting to turn out like him. this bad ass person. or at least thats what my mom says im being ( Read more... )

im home early cause i had to go to the doctors. i am bored all hell. nikki stayed home today she was sick ( Read more... )