i dont know wat im goin to do anymore. im goin to try to move in with my dad. i dont want to leave my cousin though. he is like the only one who is there for me and listens to me. he means a lot to me. i love him. i dont know wat to do though. i need to sit down and think this all over. i need to stop with leting my emotions get in the way of ( Read more... )

four tears drop ( Read more... )

im so bored. i want another peircing and some tattoos. i cant wait for school. i miss everyone and its shop week. i am so tierd and theres nuthin to do. lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored. nuthin to do.

i miss him so much. im sorry that i hurt him. i wish i could take it back. but for once in my life i cant take it back. now he wont answer my calls and i feel like im a peice of shit. i feel like my heart isnt here. i dont use my mind. my emotions get in the way and i cant make the right choices. im sorry to the guy i hurt. i hate how he makes me ( Read more... )

PLEASE SAVE ME ( Read more... )

i am goin to do it. im goin to kill myself. sooner or later and i hope its sooner. i really want out of this. i hate my sister and im guessing my mom hates me. so yay! im goin to get out of this world. but for now im goin to smile and pretend that everything is okay. Well, just for now till i can find a way out.
L8TER,
~*~A~*~

okay im goin back out with nick and jay im sorry if this hurts u. matt can go fuck himself and im talkin about the one in new york. i hate how people treat it me like im shit and that goes to my mom and my sister. that means the people who i thought were my friends and turned out to be back stabing ass holes. i dont care wat people say and i dont ( Read more... )

JayRideX420: like i would really really luv 2 have sex wit u...........but theres jus somethin bout u, dat go's further than sex ( Read more... )

+ Known as: Amber, or Rocxie ( Read more... )

He made me feel good ( Read more... )