heartbreak again

[blackdove1978]

Some things are common knowledge, like the fact that I'm a commitment-phobe. Turns out I'm also just a cold-hearted bitch. Some of you have already known that as well. But now it's official. So what do I do? Stop dating? Warn men? Hahaha. Some of you know I've tried that too

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Hey Heart Breaker

[arcitennoir]

There is Commitment-Phobia, and there is just good sense... Folks see me as a Non-Commital, play-boy, man whore slut, but they are wrong. I can commit and have done so in the past, and there are elements of my life I'm very committed to.

If they want commitment from me...there are terms...and commitment does not in any part of the defenition mean exclusivity, you can have more than one or two commitments.

They are warned clearly of my nature and life-style and I not responsible for how others feel, I'm only responsible for my own feellings and being true to myself. Yes hearts get broken, that is life.

Be the beautiful you who has attracted them in the first place, bugger them if they want to change that and make you into something you are not.

my five cents

xoxo

Panthere

Re: Hey Heart Breaker

[blackdove1978]

They don't all try to change me. A lot of them are very respectful of my needs. . .it's more something in me that changes. . .and one day I wake up and I'm just DONE. No warning.

I'm learning. I think I know now. . .I need to stop pursuing people if there are big red flags waving. . .

I wish I could go back in time though. Save some wounded hearts.
xo

[uncle_salty]

Patterns are difficult to break. You've illustrated the bad parts of how you go about things-are there any good parts?

[blackdove1978]

well. . .good for who? For me? Sure. For them? I don't know.

Is it better to have loved and lost?

Some say yes, some say no.

xoxo

[thea_superstarr]

did you post this to lj???
hmmm...? sounds like you choose challenges. maybe you need a relationship that continues to challenge you? i know what its like to conquer and get bored so i understand your stance. hopefully you'll come across that.

and hopefully we'll get to catch up again soon. i've been meaning to take lucas' brother down to see the show. but damn derby gets in the way.
xoxo

[blackdove1978]

yeah, I actually posted to LJ for once. I can't make entries private on Word Press, and I don't want to discuss my recent issue in case my recent ex is reading. Don't need to rub anything in his face :)

The problem with challenges, is I always break them, and once they are no longer a challenege, I'm done with them.

Tell me, how has Lucas kept your attention for so long? Don't get me wrong, he's a great guy, but even great guys. . .well, you know. . .

What's the trick for you?

P.s. one of my new boys names is Luke :) He's so fantasic he should be illegal. Must be in the name!
xo

[thea_superstarr]

gah...where does the time go?
i'm actually the same way with challenges. i get bored *very* easily. i think lucas has kept my attention for this long is because he is a challenge. we are two very different people as well so i think that adds to the intrigue. in the past i've always chosen the same old type of guy and once you conquer them they are just like the last one. you know how it goes.
hmmm...you have a luke... it must be in the name. ^__^ i hope all is going well too. mrs. kenney & i have been trying to plan a monthly trip to the spa up in lynnwood you should become a part of that too if your schedule allows ^_^ xoxoxox

[riotdorrrk]

you're one of the more honest people i know.

[blackdove1978]

Thank you for saying so.
xo

[huktawnfonix]

Dude.. That ain't your line! Credit me fucker

[blackdove1978]

You know I love that line