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kristi's prolly going to be yelling at me...thats why i'm doing my best to ignore the blinking IM...heh i dont know why people like me so much...i come across as this great person. trustworthy, caring, happy....i love fucking with peoples minds....if i'm so happy then why was i in the hospital? if i'm so caring why do i tell people i dont want to

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[suburbanavenger]

man oh man, you are so lucky to be in love even if you are scared. at least he loves you back; and i don't think he would do anything knowing that he has you.
and my dear, only you can answer those questions. really, it sounds cliched and aggravating but it's the absolute truth.
surround yourself with people who truly adore you and think about what you really want in life and not what others say you should be. obviously you are not a conformist, but you don't need to project a positive image if that isn't you. so hold on, this is probably the hardest part.