So now that Christmas is over the days are closing in on winter-een-mas it is a magical holiday that i really do not feel like i need to explain ( Read more... )

Ever get the feeling like no matter what you do you become the bad guy ( Read more... )

Just under a year ago everything fell apart all that I clung to was ripped away from me by people who I thought cared about me. Shortly after I made an irrational decision to ... join the Navy. STUPID, yea I know. So with each passing minute, hour, and day it brings me closer to a day I do not want to happen. A ship date ( Read more... )

Well this has been building for some time now, yet it was bound to happen sooner or later ( Read more... )

I let myself fall this year for a great guy... yet that is already over now for a few weeks i fucked up and fucked that over. Last year ended with an alright night of funishness. last semester i falied all my classes, there is something about not showing up for finals that they do not like. i am droping a class this semester. i hate that i miss ( Read more... )

Oh no it happend again ( Read more... )

there was a quest for 25.4x18 in mirror that failed so the random looking went on for an hour and left with gum a pillow case and two things of capri sun. all and all a great pick me up

The past week has just been a slide of emotions ( Read more... )

see i love parents, just never give them your account or card number... because then they might just turn around and use your account to make charges and forget to tell you about it untill you run around 350 ish in the red... now if this was once alright forgive forget move one but to have my account go that far down two time in one week due to him ( Read more... )

For me the hardest thing to do is say goodbye with out tears in my eyes. I was good I was able to hold myself together and tried to not think of the next four months without you... or where you might be stationed after that... yet I did and once again drove away with tears in my eyes after you promised to come back to me this fall and spoke the ( Read more... )