Warning Rant ahead

[blackendheart]

So today I am a mess..I hate Christmas..my first Christmas alone in years. I feel helpless and tired of caring anymore. It is possible that since I am sick and I have a toothache ( i possibly need a root canal ) that is what is making me so miserable. I would love to start dating again, but I am jaded and pessimistic about any chance of being with

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[pru]

Im so sorry doll. You deserve to be happy. You could come here for Christmas, but I don't think it would be the same.

Love you and hope things start looking up.

You will find somebody that with cherish you forever.