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[blackestofroses]

It was a serious of extremes. Love and passion. He made me the happiest I had ever been, people noticed that i was happier. But he also made me the saddest at times, he made me nervous and paranoid, untrusting and uncofident. He made me feel beautiful, but sometimes he made me feel ugly and worthy. I was a queen, then i was a slave. i was his all,

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[lovedbytheone]

I've been in the exact same relationship, except he was a "bestfriend" not a boyfriend.

Its one of the most painful relationships you can be involved with. I had to cut myself off from him completely, the few times I talked to him it was like a drug. I wanted to continue talking to him even though I knew how bad it was for me.

...that wasn't very uplifting, was it?

[blackestofroses]

Yeah, I havent spoken to him in over 2 months now. Ive heard he hates me. Its a discomforting thought, because i dont think anyone has ever hated me before. Not like that. At least, no that i know of. *sigh*

[theditzyone]

i feel ya too...i dated oe of my best friends then dated him for a long time 0_0 now we dont even talk. it really is the most hurtful things in a world to lose not only a lover but a friend maybe one day itll get better ^___^

[blackestofroses]

i really dont think it will ever get better. the hatred runs deeper than anything. but as they say, there's a fine line between love and hate. so maybe.... ah who knows. ill just try to get him out of my head. Happy Valentines Day!

[theditzyone]

awww!! yea thats the spirit!!! fine lines yes!!!! anyways, HAPPY VALENTINES TO YOU TOO!!!!! *hugs sytia till head is deep with in clevage*

[blackestofroses]

*muffled scream* *dies*