my dad was adamant about me applying to ut until i told him about the sixty dollar application fee. when i did, he just told me to work on scholarships and go to cu. excellent. i showed him all the stuff cu had and he was happy for me. looks like my work is finally paying off ( Read more... )

i just got this email that said (in the subject):

"are you good with your hands? try massage therapy!"

okay.

10. Feburary ( Read more... )

so uh i went to this mlk award thing where they gave out 1000 dollar scholarships. i didn't get one. i had the girl who got it beat with a stick too. they were like, "she won a record at akins for applying and being accepted to 8 colleges." i was like, do you want to see some of my friends? holy shit in a box. go fuck yourself ( Read more... )

it's okay, cause i miss you too. it's good though, cause it just makes me work harder. every word i type on every lame-ass scholarship application is for you. school's good, baby, my friends are good to me and that helps to dull the pain. the weed is good too, but i'd much rather be sober and with you. besides, this guy gave me a good idea. ( Read more... )

i'm in colorado and it's really windy outside and nicki's at work and i've played this lame ass game my brother got me hooked on for about three hours now ( Read more... )

i'm thirsty.

it's the cottonmouth again, isn't it carrie?

when is it ever not, second self?

hooray for burning cds. hooray for leaving tomorrow. hooray for seeing my girlfriend.

remind me that when school gets back in, i want to ask ms gunter for flatterland and the other sequels, because a 270 degree right triangle just BLOWS MY MIND.

so uh...no more school for...some time...most of which i will be spending in colorado, away from my fucking family ( Read more... )

i'm going to write a poem. it ( Read more... )

i can never reach more than semi-productiveness ( Read more... )