Today was both a rough and a productive day. Rice is running all over the place so i can't write long. Anyway, although i missed my class today, i did clean the bathroom, my sheets (after the other night they needed it *G*) And went to work for 2 hours while being stoned on Perks. I love legal pain medication. However, the end of the night was ( Read more... )

What's up everybody. So yeah, I had a question posted of why i haven't updated in so long, and basically it's because i haven't had the time or the words to explain what's going on in life at the moment. I'm still in school for a few more weeks, I got accepted to live in Germany next year (although I don't think I"ll be able to go), and I'm going ( Read more... )

So life is fucking insane! If i were to explain whether my day has been good or bad i would have no idea where to start. Or how to describe with such a simplistic phrase. THere's been good, and there's been awful, and there's been tolerable. I feel like spazzing out on everyone, or just crying, or just sitting quietly and smiling, all at the same ( Read more... )

So this morning I wake up, with bite marks on my hand and a very grogginess. I'm ok, just still a little blurry about everything that happened last night. I know nothing bad happened except that i fucked up Andy's car, trying to start it at 2 in the morning and then the dog bit me before going to sleep... really hard, he broke the skin this time ( Read more... )

So i've decided to say FUCK IT ALL! I don't fucking give a shit about anything at this moment, and i fucking like it bitches! I would love to have something to punch but i don't feel like bleeding. HAHAHA...Fuck you Steve, and you're stupid bullshit drama! Fuck all yours lies, all your girlfriends, all your cheating, all your tire-slashing, fake ( Read more... )

In the days coming and the days past i have done a lot of meditation and considering. You know it's really important that we don't take for granted the blessings in our lives. Our friends, our family, everything. Our faults and our fames. I was sitting down working on a song i'm composing in memory of my friend Matt Stuen, that left us a year ( Read more... )

Everything is going pretty well. I'm in a weird place in my life and emotions really. I'm not really depressed, but i'm not completely happy either. And i guess one can survive like that. I'm not going to lie, i've had alot of transitions this last year, and in a lot of ways it's made me stronger and in a lot of ways it's made me weaker, but the ( Read more... )

Yeah, so yet another long span of time between my entries. Oh well. Today has been interesting. Yesterday was a little difficult and depressing cause i slept all day. But i guess i needed it so it's good i got time to sleep. Right now i'm at Widener working, and just finished talking to a friend from high school. David rocks my face off! hehe. He' ( Read more... )

Ok, so maybe not so drastic measures... so i had a moment of mellodrama.. sue me! No, actually today isn't going so badly. I was pretty cranky earlier, only because i was running on next to no sleep or food intake. Last night was crazy, i really had expected to go to bed early, and as always ran into a barrier called "my roommate/friend invited ( Read more... )

Stream of consciousness is all i can do now. There's so much going on, so much on my mind, and insanity everywhere that i just think moment by moment. I try not to think more than i have to these days. I can't wait to see the snow, but i don't want to start wearing something other than sandels. I miss my family, but sometimes it feels like i dont ( Read more... )