( here's the time to take some notes. )

i am SO lame.

i now know what he's really like. i feel so pathetic. but i'm okay. i'll survive :)

now, on with the update.

WHY IS EVERYONE SO ANGRY!?!!?!¬>LNF'POGHKJY=[GF,.

that's that over. i guess it's the angry season. everybody gets angry at themselves. but i'm hypocritical because i'm always so SODDING down. i feel so cross & i want to go ( Read more... )

WE'RE ON STRIKE. & we only go in 3 days a week.

haaaah. x.

ch-ch-check it ouuuuttt.

so yeah. it's not great but it's okay. college is great. i am really enjoying it. but i don't think holly is & i don't want her to leave because i love her & i won't see her if she doesn't come to college =( next week, the teachers are going on strike on wednesday because they haven't been given enough pay [or they like to ( Read more... )

now i've gotta go through all the pain again. i've lost danny because of the stupid mistake i made. i am SO dumb. kick me outta your life now. you know you don't want me. i love him so much but now he's gone because of my mistake. i gave him another chance but obviously he can't give me another.

why do i have so much pain? i know i bought this upon ( Read more... )

Thankyou to jon fussell, my good buddy. thankyou for talking to me, gossiping with me, making me feel better about myself. you really have helped. i really do appreciate it. lots of cuddles when i next see you :)

Thankyou to stacey for forgiving me & understanding what i'm going through. i was a stupid cow & i'll think before i act in the future. ( Read more... )

i've been promising to myself that i would post these photos on here at some point to show you all i can have a good time!!1 :))) this was from wednesday night when we went on our pub crawl :) by the way, i'm in most of these. i apologise. don't call me anything nasty :(((

( under the cut because i'm good. )

so, second update in one day. you really are lucky. it feels like it's going to be a long update. as i'm quite tired & i feel like writing aload of crap that will bore the shit out of you.

messages to alot of people - i'm so sorry for the way i've either talked or ranted at you. i didn't mean to. but i'm just going through a crap patch. & it's ( Read more... )

notice the time. & the clocks went back. it's half 1 in the morning. how am i doing this? so party was good. i enjoyed myself, while getting off my head with vodka [about to spew] & gin & smirnoff ice & beer [WHY?!] i wanna thank both sams for tonight; BRINSLEY really really helped me & gave me some hugs when i felt rough & moody & shite, he knows ( Read more... )

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