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[blackgem]

At this moment for some reason I am insanly depressed. If I could describe how I feel it would be amazing. This has been how I feel all the time but pot has been hindering my ability to fully realize whats going on. I have this dread in my life that is from not knowing whats going on in life. Im stuck, I rooted myself into the ground with the

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[paradox_ical]

Sorry, dear. If it helps at all, I'm depressed as well. Moreover, no one knows their direction. I don't know mine (and it freaks me the fuck out). You can go to a psychologist and tell them you don't want to be put on medication and that you want therapy.

[blackgem]

i have done all the therapy and everything. medication helps alot but it changes who i am so much. and i enjoy my odd ways. like, when i was on depicote (sp) it was like i was a diffrent person but i never got depressed heh. it sucks being bipolar.

[slightly_paved]

is this because we didn't get married?

no, but seriously, i know how you feel.
except i like to binge drink on the weekends to forget about my problems for a little bit, and then the next day, my brain feels like mush, my head aches, and i feel 100 times lower than i did before...but the cycle doesnt seem to end.
boo.
maybe ill come home and well just be really stupid together.

[blackgem]

can we cuddle and listen to music.

[slightly_paved]

okay.