I still love my exboyfriend and he has a girlfriend(the girl that he dumped me for) and I can't get him off my mind. I've liked him for the past 2 years and he means so much to me but doesn't even talk to me anymore. And sometimes I hate him, sometimes I don't. I guess that can't be love. But my feelings are so strong towards him. I just wish she'd kill herself so I could have him. And he wants to commit suicide in a few months. And I don't want his last kiss to be her. I don't want his last conversation to be with her. I think I am a mess. No other boy has made me feel the way he has. He's been my first everything except sex. I must sound like I have no emotional stability and that I should be over him by now. Maybe I am. But there's still all that history between us I can't seem to forget, but he can. I think I need...help.
First of all, you should talk to your exboyfriend and get things figured out about him wanting to commit suicide. That is a huge thing, and any relationships will be meaningless if he ends his life. If that involves getting him help, then so be it.
If this guy you are lusting after is causing so much heartache, then it isn't worth it. End the jealousy and realize that if he can't even make you happy when you aren't dating, then how happy can he make you when you are?
Yeah I've talked to him about it before. But he isn't changing his mind, I want to tell someone but I'm not sure if they could help him. If he wants to do it, he will.
You're so right. I guess he'd just make me happy when we were dating, extremely happy, and then even whenever we'd talk a lot as friends. I guess I just miss our friendship. Am I crazy? But if he's causing me pain..then you're right. I'm trying to end it. It's just been difficult.
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And he has a girlfriend.
And I'm in love with my exboyfriend.
But for some reason neither of those reasons are stopping either of us..
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Is that wrong?
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I think I need...help.
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If this guy you are lusting after is causing so much heartache, then it isn't worth it. End the jealousy and realize that if he can't even make you happy when you aren't dating, then how happy can he make you when you are?
Good luck..
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You're so right. I guess he'd just make me happy when we were dating, extremely happy, and then even whenever we'd talk a lot as friends. I guess I just miss our friendship. Am I crazy? But if he's causing me pain..then you're right. I'm trying to end it. It's just been difficult.
And thank you =]
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Yes, it's going to be difficult. Good luck. You deserve better than that and you know it.
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