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lost a job over another job. fyi- if you are 20 yrs old and only have worked for your daddy don't you dare fucking tell me a sandwich shop job is more important than a teaching job and that i have a bad work ethic. suck it.

so called 'best' friend is sleeping with my x

my moms going back to jail

im broker than i ever been. ever.ever.EVER.

what the fuck am i doing with my life?

fuck this im running away to the mountains

times is hard when you sell your car for next months rent money because you know your not going to make enough this month for rent at your job. hard to look for another job with no car ( Read more... )

new house sucks. new roommate sucks. car died. no kittes. no sex. no weed. i hate fake plants. someone send me hugs and pot brownies

well here it is... my last night at adams house. right now he is spinning poi without a shirt on...stare away shall i?

i dunno what the fuck im doin. im depressed. im drinking a lot. im distracting myself with lots and lots of live music and cute boys. none of which are ever going to even get anywhere with me.

this fucking suckkkkssssss

i want to go one day without crying like a baby.

i fear that this was 'it' for me and i fucked it up. no i'm going to be alone forever. i'll never find anyone like him or even close.

whats the point of loving someone if you wont help them work on their flaws. if you wont try to work it out for the sake of how much you care. im hopeless. i dont know where to start. again. i love that boy so fucking much. mostly i just wanna leave memphis now. but i got no car no money and no where to go. i got to find a place to live that costs ( Read more... )

ive been in a general bitchy mood today. im trying so hard not to get irritated with this girl who keeps taking fire gigs from us. she used to be in our group, has only been doing fire for like 8 months. im just so annoyed with it all. its too competitive in memphis now with fire. i just dont want to do it now. ive been hooping for 3 years and ( Read more... )