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[blackhighliter0]

why are people so stupid? why do we do stupid things? why cant things be taken back? why doesnt he understand how sorry i am and how i would do anything to prove that to him? i wish he would read this. because apparently me talking to him doesnt do any good. i wish he would just calm down and understand that the girl knows she did one of the worst

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[orangepuff609]

apparently hes done the same thing

[yayaboy]

i would ask what happened, and knowing you, you would tell me, but i am ging to not ask, and instead, what is your fone #?

YaYaBoy

[blackhighliter0]

well i will just tell you what happened. im not ashamed by it, i would just rather it be hush hush on the internet, im sure you understand.

it started wednesday. i called matt smith after i got home. we started talking and i said i would stop by his house on my way to work to say hi. we're sitting in my car in his garage (dont ask...) and were listening to music and talkin and whatever and he leans over to kiss me, and next you know his hand is in my pants and then literally 30 seconds later im overwhelmed by everything and we are both naked. brain sitting in a box outside somewhere. we end up having sex. stupid meaningless sex. so i leave his house at 430, half hour after i got there. i get to the end of the driveway and im like "oh shit. what the hell have i just done??"

but i gotta go, i will finish a reply when i get the chance.

#5921394 but im hardly home...i have 2 jobs. eeek.