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[blackhighliter0]

this would be an attempt to update

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[yayaboy]

I am about to put myself out there, If you want to talk, you can to me..My number is...not being put out there like that, if you want it, email me out, im not going to comment it outhere, but you know i am a good friend, we can even go back to the whole note thing if you like. Im here and just thought you should know.

YaYaBoy

[blackhighliter0]

thanks. if you want to go back to that note thing, thats ok with me. i wasnt quite sure why it stopped.

tell me, if a guy said he wants nothing to do with a girl why would he still refer to her as "my girlfriend" or yet, still answer her calls and pretend to listen to what she has to say? why would he make her think that she still has a chance at all even a slight one if he wants nothing to do with her? i dont understand but hey, maybe thats just me.

[yayaboy]

I know after I was hurt, I couldnt trust anyone with my feelings, maybe thats what he is going through, he wants to comeback, he is just kind of scared, and maybe he is sorting things out, if I were you, i would try and spend time away from him, but not do anything stupid, and give him sometime to think. or maybe he is just being a stupid guy

[blackhighliter0]

or maybe hes just being an asshole. i havent seen him in over a week. this whole thing started wednesday. god,why cant i just go back 4 days and erase that whole thing? because life sucks and then you die. so hes had plenty 'o' time to think. he doesnt know what he wants with me and i said that i am perfectly ready to throw everything away to start again with him but he says he cant believe anything i say anymore. and i asked him if he wanted to talk to matt and have matt tell him that there isnt never was and never will be anything between matt and i but he said that "his word doesnt mean shit to me." umm...ok... so its a big giant circle no one can get out of.

hey, IM me at my new screenname....stickydots831