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[blackhighliter0]

sometimes i get the strange feeling no one wants to talk to me. everytime i make an attempt to talk to them, i get ignored. and for what reason? i myself would like to know. so if you have been ignoring me, either give me a reason or stop it. thats silly. i dont recall having done anything harmful to anyone recently. but whatever. no one wants to

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[goofiegal73]

I love you Carrey!! You know that I'm your friend, no matter what. And your bday present is coming..I just need more money!!

[blackhighliter0]

sammiduck you know i love you. and i wasnt talking about you necessarily. i didnt mean to. if it makes you feel better the person i was talking about hasnt responded. puts it into perspective for me about what the last 4 years have meant. apparently not too much if --- is going to not talk to me over something that i didnt know that i didnt do then thats fine. i have better friends than that.

[mishell1234]

hey i'm in a diff state that accounts for something. and did you switch screen names? you arent online much. by the way my AIM is now setup to block all peopel who arent on my buddy list so if you switch screen names tlel me here so i can add you to my bl and oyu can im me

[blackhighliter0]

i havent switched screen names. im just never on. haha. i am hardly home anymore. i work. a lot. haha

[acidapple]

That happens sometimes and I don't think you're the only one feeling that way. My environment here is very different from yours but there's still no difference about the fact that I feel like I've been ignored or left out. I didn't get a b-day present from my best friend (apparently she forgot and never remembered) and I have a feeling she'll forget again this year too. I feel sad often and angry too. And whatever bad feeling I have, I just let it sink in me, I might as well sink myself. You're not alone. There are people out here who knows how you feel like me.

[blackhighliter0]

its good to know im not the only one. in sort of a sad way, that's comforting. in a really sad way. i've been forgotten by a majority of people i considered friends for the 2nd year in a row. but i do take into account that certain people and i have drifted and i am better friends with other people that i didnt use to be. and a lot of my really good close friends i dont talk to very often or see often at all for that matter but they dont count in all that. somehow i see them differently. i dont see them nearly everyday. but when someone is giddy for 35 days straight that her birthday is coming and shes counting everyday from that until her birthday then i think there isnt forgetting. forgetting is accidental. ignorance is intentional. for the most part i am content with the way i am and the friends that i have. i'd so much rather have 4 good friends that i can laugh with and have a good time with then 45 people that i can hardly say anything to. and thats where my social life has come to. i have four friends and a boyfriend. those 5

[rockmysockz]

i'm not ignoring you, i hope you know that. i love you...you'll always be one of my best friends. i just get myself involved in things, and so stressed out that when i actually have a free day, i sleep. and i don't see you everyday in school anymore...so i'm sorry if you are under the impression that i'm ignoring you. cuz i'm not. ok? ok. lol

[blackhighliter0]

no dude--that totally wasnt about you at all. i know you get super busy with things and what not. i actually didnt even think of you as ignoring me wne i wrote that. the person that that was written about hasnt commented, if that says anything.

[rockmysockz]

yea it does..that's shitty.

[blackhighliter0]

and when i confronted her about it, she acted as if it didnt bother her at all. like she didnt care she was ignoring me, or if she thought she wasnt. oh well. if friends want to so fickle then fine, i dont need that type of friend. i dont need a friend that sees me everyday but hasnt said a word to me since my birthday 3 weeks ago. thats sad.