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[private|80% unhackable]
I've been feeling restless and uneasy lately. I'm not really sure why. It feels like... something is about to happen. Or already happened, I just forgot what it was. Highly unlikely that I forgot, though. It's just... I feel like I have to do something, and when I try to think of what it is, I think of the Old Lady's grandson.
Maybe it's just time for me to disappear for a little while...
...I wonder if cats do have nine lives. Maybe I should test that out... without having to put the knife through my own heart, of course. That would be messy, and Old Lady Rokujo wouldn't want to see a dead girl in her house. Especially since she doesn't know about that. Maybe I could just cut my arm off and see if it would grow back. Like that time at school-- ah, no, that was a dream. I'm not even part of the student council. What was I thinking.
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I've been thinking too much, lately. I should... I don't know what I should do, but I know I should be doing something. This is so confusing. I don't like this feeling at all.
I've been feeling restless and uneasy lately. I'm not really sure why. It feels like... something is about to happen. Or already happened, I just forgot what it was. Highly unlikely that I forgot, though. It's just... I feel like I have to do something, and when I try to think of what it is, I think of the Old Lady's grandson.
Maybe it's just time for me to disappear for a little while...
...I wonder if cats do have nine lives. Maybe I should test that out... without having to put the knife through my own heart, of course. That would be messy, and Old Lady Rokujo wouldn't want to see a dead girl in her house. Especially since she doesn't know about that. Maybe I could just cut my arm off and see if it would grow back. Like that time at school-- ah, no, that was a dream. I'm not even part of the student council. What was I thinking.
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I've been thinking too much, lately. I should... I don't know what I should do, but I know I should be doing something. This is so confusing. I don't like this feeling at all.