hello all, looks like ill be in nashville in january for school, yay, not much else to say, i love you baby

after today, i had the oppurtunity to determine firsthand who my real friends were all along. aaron, nowacki, rachel, chris, jessica, thank you all, for the chance youve given me, and apologies to those i may have forgotten to name, you know who you are

so alone.... oh and to all, im sorry, that wasnt me, not curtis, i understand ill never be respected with regard in the same light if at all ever again, and youre all laughing at me now, but just for the record, now that ive learned from my recent mistakes, im living curtis' life again, if any of you still want to be a part of it, thats your choice ( Read more... )

whats next...?

i feel so alive, i feel like ive changed , alot. and for the better, definitely. i voluntarily cleaned the house today, but i didnt just clean the house, i did everydish, dusted every surface, did every tiny piece of laundry, switched all the stuf between my room and the spare room, including the massive computer desk, and they are the cleanest ( Read more... )

hi, brandy , i dont know if ne apology will have an effect, but im sorry, i would understand if you never want to see me again, i dont know if im worth the forgiveness, if so, respond to this post, if im not, then dont, and ill assume you dont want nething with me if you dont, i didnt call again tonight becuz i figured youd be with your friends and ( Read more... )

i love you, just talk to me..

hi whoever you are reading this, i feel like total shit,i dont really know y tho, feels like my relationship with brandy is dropping off again, i dont know, sumdays shes fun to talk to , sumdays it feels like shed rather me not call, and since she doesnt know whether she wants a relationship now or not, i dont know, its complicated, and tears at my ( Read more... )

damn this is hard, i love you, i miss you, ive been singing our song for like the past week sigh (tears)

um, not too much happenin , upgrading my sound system currently, two tens, but they hit nicely, just need to alter the enclosure sum more, um, got a new job today at the grand, 8.25 an hour, not bad, brandy hasnt told me whether she wants me to stay in her life or not, but i cant sit on no money forever with bills to pay, but im out later