last night was ok. yeah! but i ended up thinkin about my best friends(es) and boyfriend(jer). thats why sometimes i dont wanna smoke-up and gt stoned coz if i started thinkin about them i end up feeling alone eventhough i know that im not. oh well........

good thing on my way home with otto and AJ. we laughed and we laughed about the guy at this ( Read more... )

ok. last wednesday at guijo a band played "careless whisper" which reminds me alot of weedisneys! yay im a fan of them. haha! it made me miss them sooo much! oh well. and now im sick! these past few nights i was out with a friend and kathy and belle(kathy's cousin) wich was fun. i found a lot of things about a girl who i hated. shocking stories to ( Read more... )

whats wrong with this month?! everybody's depressed. grrrr! well most of my friends are.

well for me i have a good reason to be. but true friend howed-up! wuhooo its not that bad pala! ehehe

i have to give credit to my homeboys! haha diego otto and julius!!!! much love!

seriously, i think im an alcoholic. bad! bad! bad!

plus im a chain smoker! im ( Read more... )

last night was...........FUN!

cast:

me

otto retardo

julius valledor

diego abad

anton

tisoy

francisco diaz(otto's spanish cousin)

first up, we all met up at galleria. goofing in the mall. twas fun but they tricked me that diego's former band is Allister! fuck you diego and julius! you got me there! haha sorry i jus dunno the band. and they also ( Read more... )

i wanna meet Lady Goodman! i wanna thank her. hehe im a big fan of hers if she's real.

these past few nights, is blah! i end up thinkin who my true friends are. and theyre only few who are really true and who truly care. its difficult to find true friends in our so called "scene". yeah we end up drunk and shit but in daytime you'll see or realize ( Read more... )

ok. this will be my fete post. hehe. ohh well, fete was soooo freakin packed! i thnk everybodys pissed abt it. of course! anyway, i got to el pueblo 3pm coz i wanna catch DBT. and i did. haha! awesome. esther's late. orcs are harrasin me buy their weird looks. arghhh!

anyway, the funny part is when HALE is playin. its soooo scary coz even the old ( Read more... )

i know, long distance relationships are difficult. now, this early im losing my hopes! help me regain it! yes i need your sympathy. sorry for my drama right now. i thnk PMS is the reason why im acting like this. i jus wish its PMS not paranoia or depression.


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im ready deppression! im ready deppresson! im ready deppresson!

ya'll know why......


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ive been out almost everday this week. happy i am but still not contented. i dont know whats wrong with me. blah! but im happy in a way. there are some people who makes me feel loved. yay! cheesy huh? :p

i just wish that iam a kid again!!!!! no problems. thats it!!! love toys. you can get so much fun with such lil things. ohhh well,  i need a beer ( Read more... )

announcement!!!! im not single anymore! surprising huh?! yeah. and im happy now! hope y'all are happy for me. oh well, ive never feel so loved like this before. cheesy shit. i thnk i deserve this after having a bumpy realtionship with y'all know who. its not that i regret that relationship,bstaaaaa! now im happy happy happy! es you know that this ( Read more... )