Yep..

[blackjet]

It hurts everytime I think about it.. deep in my heart. I can feel the pain, but I keep pushing it down... Everytime I talk to someone about him I put on my smile with out even realizing it.. and I stop thinking about what has happened.. I just go on, trying to forget

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[zenboiuke]

Hunny... *holds Cow Cow* any time you need to talk, call me

[hatori_1181]

I'm sorry for your loss. I tried to call this weekend after I saw your previous post, but the line was busy. call me tonight...

[blackjet]

lol, what a shitty weekend for you to be away eh? Oh! and my date was HORRIBLE! lol We had a big fight afterwords, I'll just say I'm no longer talking to her.

If we talk it'll be one hell of a talk =P

[xo_manda_ox]

that was really nice. just call if you need anything.

and things are obviously going to hurt for awhile, but i swear it get easier to deal with, one day your heart doesnt feel so heavy anymore. it takes time but it does happen. dont push that pain away, let it come naturally and then time will do its healing thing...until then, theres usually always someone around this house you can talk to.

[blackjet]

(huggs) Thanks hun, your a real sweet heart. One of the few people who I can tell is actualy a nice person. Its in your soul. =) Ask greg, I told him about this.

[xo_manda_ox]

hmmm...what was said?

[blackjet]

I belive you told me that you'd cry if I died, even though I'm a stranger. I told greg that I actualy believed you when you said that... and I don't feel like that about alot of people. I think its because deep down inside your actualy a kind person. Your not just half assing being nice just so you can feel good about yourself. I think your a truley nice person. I can see it in your soul.