So I'm going to Maine with Barry tomorrow for 2 nights... Kinda random. Whatever at least it's an escape from Belchertown. haha suckers, I'm leaving Belchertown.

So it's finally summer.. summer... summer summer summer. Whatever, it doesn't seem to mean anything to me anymore; only that I can sleep past 6:20 A.M. and I don't have to go to school. By this time last year, we would have just gotten out, and started something amazing ( Read more... )

Oh my god ( Read more... )

Maybe I should just stop caring. I feel like thats the message that is trying to get across to me is just to let it be. Obviously I can't. I don't like to pressure and I don't like to nag, but this won't go away from me no matter how hard I try. All of this will never leave me...

So let's face it this was never what you wanted ( Read more... )

I find myself sleeping on my couch again everyday afterschool.

I think this means something.

So Umass graduation wasn't too bad. I thought it was going to be much longer; it was only about 2 1/2 hours ( Read more... )

Everything seems to be so confusing lately ( Read more... )

It's hard to say how things turn out in the end.
Lately I just feel like the biggest screw-up but I guess I'm not.

A whole year in four days from now, it's a shame it's over.

It's ironic how it stops raining, the sun comes out, and theres a beautiful sun set at my front door..

I told myself, if I ever ended up like them, I'd end it.