Just to get some thoughts out...

[blackmagic91]

Theres so very few people to talk with..so im going to just rant here

Comments

[blood_of_satan]

Well first of all I have to say. You wont get away from the fakes once you get into college... i cant spell so wut...

and no senior year ISNT suppose to be fun.. being an adult ISNT fun... i wish i was a teen again and had wut I did then... so enjoy it for now... and omg matt im so proud of you! You are starting to get the reason and know why I hate this fucking world so goddam much.... and why i rather be alone... see why now? And it will only get worse...

[blackmagic91]

haha thanks kristie lol. eh i guess im just hopin for the best..but being a realist makes me know it wont always be the best...and you always was the "hey..this is the truth..suck it up" person..lol..and i thank you for that :)

[callmegeo]

Senior year is pretty much the last few months you'll have to be a 'kid'. Trust me, I've been on the outside for three years now and I'd give anything to just got back to being in high school, regardless of what may have happened to me during my time there. There is so much that you take for granted now that you're going to miss in about a year; seeing people who may annoy you now, but you haven't seen since graduation, listening to your teachers lecture on about a subject you couldn't care less about instead of having an asshole of a boss yelling and screaming at everything you do, and the list could go on.

I guess what I'm saying is don't be too excited to get out of there. Yeah, the diploma symbolizes freedom, but it also symbolizes an adult life that is so much worse in comparison to high school sometimes. Don't let the last few days be something you're going to regret three years from now, trust me.

[blackmagic91]

yeah im trying to make the best of it..just getting through really is how it seems. I just feel like im ready for college right now...people are just irritating..but thanks for the advice :)