I've read this a few times now (it's been posted by a lot of people on my flist) and it's both very truthful and very heart wrenching. It's sad to think that those kinds of things happen in the world.
sad world.. that's all true.. well.. I really don't know what to say but.. I'm actually fighting to find something that don't make me feel alone... It's difficult to walk in a society where if you say who you are they detest you.. and it's more difficult try to find the love.. I feel like this world isn't for me.. I don't find nothing.. and I lie .. I walk pretending that everything is ok.. pretending something I am not.. it's painful.. my family doesn't know who I am 'cause I don't want they suffer..
I'm so sorry for telling this.. I have a freaking storm of feelings.. I thought everything will be ok only with my friends.. but now that's not enough.. I need something, someone.. but in this place I live.. doesn't exist.. even just to have sex.. maybe I have not eyes open.. maybe I need to go out.. I guess.. a lot of gay people feel the same u__u
again.. sorry for this.. and sorry my english.. isn't my first language..
Hmm, I don't think all countries are the same. In some, homosexuals can even legally marry. But I agree that a lot of them feel the same and have to hide, it's sad.
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well.. I really don't know what to say but.. I'm actually fighting to find something that don't make me feel alone... It's difficult to walk in a society where if you say who you are they detest you.. and it's more difficult try to find the love.. I feel like this world isn't for me.. I don't find nothing.. and I lie .. I walk pretending that everything is ok.. pretending something I am not.. it's painful.. my family doesn't know who I am 'cause I don't want they suffer..
I'm so sorry for telling this.. I have a freaking storm of feelings.. I thought everything will be ok only with my friends.. but now that's not enough.. I need something, someone.. but in this place I live.. doesn't exist.. even just to have sex.. maybe I have not eyes open.. maybe I need to go out..
I guess.. a lot of gay people feel the same u__u
again.. sorry for this.. and sorry my english.. isn't my first language..
nice entry <3
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Your English is very good, don't worry. :3
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