empyrean [5/5]

[blacknerdjade]

title: empyrean
Pairing: OnHo
Rating: R for theme (tragedy; supernatural, romance)
Words: 21, 815 total
Status: complete
Summary: The grief tasted like the morning after a night of drinks, like over salted beef, like the residue of a bitter chord, heavy and disgusting. ​
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EPILOGUE

Comments

[chansai_unmyong]

last year you made me cry with your Merry Xmas Lee Jinki fic and now you even made me cry harder with this one.. TT even in first chapter, i was already a crying mess..

awesome is an understatement for this fic.. as it deals not only my sexual frustrations for onho but some situations in real life. i was already expecting it to be a bit tragic coz i a friend told me so, but i didnt expected i'll be crying this hard... i, myself, isnt great at dealing with deaths of loved ones too so i've been hit pretty hard.. maybe we have our own ways of coping up... and i cant say Jinki's way is the best but maybe he just wants to still remember Taemin just how he is before he died. part of him wants to remember all the nice moments they shared together and part of him doesn't want to even hear his name coz it might make him recall how he died in front of him.. good thing, choi came into his life..

thanks for sharing another masterpiece~

PS: i hope you're okay now coping up with the loss... my condolences...

[blacknerdjade]

HA! Someone wrote me like "OH NO. You're writing another Christmas fic. IT'S GONNA BE SO SAD!" and I was like "Pssssst! No it's not! It's gonna be filled with Christmas joy and fluff!"

I'm a liar. I'll try to make next years happier. (I'm probably still lying.)

Jinki's way of coping was actually one of the most self-destructive ways I could think of, of coping. Locking that all up inside, getting so worked up that he would dream for nights on end and be so traumatized he would physically throw up. Jinki representing more of a friend of mine who absolutely was devastated at our friend's passing and literally locked all of her emotions...and it was just a trying time. So that's who Jinki was in this equation.

But yeah, writing helps a lot, any sort of outlet helps a lot of people. I'm glad I could get it off my chest! Whew!

Oh, and Minho is wonderful in this, I agree. Fate, fate decided Jinki needed him and CREATED A WHOLE SUBWAY ACCIDENT (laughter echos into the night air)

[h3rokjj]

It's always good to start the day off with red puffy eyes, stuffy nose, and a red blotchy face XD This is wonderful. Thank you.

[blacknerdjade]

I'm sorry (even though by now you're probably not in this state) but WOO WOO WOO! *hugs head*

Beautiful

[kaybee38]

You know I love your writing. this was just wonderful! :)

[oconje]

Wow. This is just all kinds of wonderful. You're seriously a very gifted writer. Ugh, the feels.

[leiapok]

I teared up so much reading this. It was very beautiful. Thank you so much