The darkness behind the darkness behind the darkness.

[blackness_sleep]

I receieved this letter from a guy a met in the Rehab Center. It felt like... looking to the reflection of my eyes in liquid

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Do you ever wonder...?

[thehomicidehoe]

Do you ever wonder... Why we're here? Why we live

Re: Do you ever wonder...?

[blackness_sleep]

Why, my dear, we are here to fuck things up. That's what I truly believe and, somehow, it makes me feel better.

There's not such thing like a mistake, we only do things and they take their course. Is like... fucking up is in everything we do cause we don't know what direction an action will take. Or so I like to see it that way.

I tried to kill myself because I was bored. That simple. Bored of life and everything it has to offer. So I decided to accelerate the biggest fucked up there is, the one you are absolutely true you won't see its effect. Dead is just that: nothingness. Why is people so afraid of it? Cause they are afraid of those things that aren't tangible, that they can't touch, that they can't manipulate.

Is so great the meds are kicking in. Congratulations. A sharp mind is such an amazing thing, isn't it? ;)

Nope, no writing. Can't find a reason why to be honest. It wasn't that good anyway...

Take care hon, lots of love.

Re: Do you ever wonder...?

[thehomicidehoe]

A sharp mind is a good thing, pity I don't have one.

Wasn't that good? M'dear what world are you living in? You are one of the best writers I've ever read!

[undertherose7]

I had no fucking idea. I would hug you if i could materialise out of thin air.

[guilt_on_skin]

Thank you, dear. I much better, though. :)