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[blackouzo]

I miss my mom so damn much right now so I don't know what the fuck to do...I have to spend the rest of my life without her it's not fair...I don't think I understood that really before some how it has felt like she would come back so how...I never really understood the fact that I'm never ever going to see her again never...she is the only one I

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[wrong_direction]

meh. I can help you go shopping. Then one day you might do it for yourself. I think the thing that scares you is that you're an adult now. Even if your mum was alive she wouldn't always go shop clothes for you. What she would probably do would be to teach you how to survive on your own. But she can't do that now so you must do the best of the situation and trust your friends.. right? If you need help with anything all you have to do is ask. Sure your mum knew what you wanted and we don't so now you have to ask.

[blackouzo]

So you will pay my clothes? :)...
Yeah being an adult scares the hell out of me but it scared the hell out of me when my mom was alive too but I guess it's more real now...not that she shopped clothes for me that she shopped clothes with me...I could be me and buy the clothes I liked and didn't have to know stuff and pretend to be someone I'm not and I'm sorry but I don't really know if I have the courage to do that with you guys....bite me I can't write anymore I only cry and then I can't see what I'm writing and everything is just so damn confusing...

[wrong_direction]

now I know how you feel so why can't you go shopping with me? i wont bite you or ask you WHY ARE YOU BUYING SUCHA UGLY SHIRT? come on! It's good you could go shopping and do fun things with your mum, it's not everyone that can that.

[blackouzo]

Tss you'll bite me that I'm sure of!

I'm not good at asking for help...I'm not good at asking at all...and am afraid of trust you to much I guess.

Yeah I guess I'm lucky for having or had I guess it is a pretty cool and nice mom...but I just..some how that kind of make if worse cause I know what I'm missing I guess...

[carlsberg]

Hey, I can help you buy some clothes, remember when you and your mom where shopping at Vero Moda, I helped you, well, I tried to. SO I know what clothes you should buy or almost anyway, or? hmm, kinda confusing, well. We can go shopping on saturday, when I come to Sthlm, or? I'm going to check the train times, or what they are called. yay, =)