I'm fine, just fine.

One minute I think okey I can do this, then the next minute I panic thinking I can't and I don't want to do this, I feel disgusted and scared at the same time it hurts (mentally) so much and I don't know where to go or what to do, or who to talk to. I got myself in to this mess but I just can't see away out of it. Everything just feel so ( Read more... )

My arm really hurts...and the bruises are really big damn you Therese

I really really don't want to go back there...so don't go you say...but it's not that easy..If I had been smart and figured this out before the summer everything would have been fine..but NOO I have to be the dumb kid who thinks all bad things go away when you close your eyes.. I really really don't want to go back there..and I'm in my I-miss-my- ( Read more... )

It was a nice day; a nicer day then it had been in a long time. Birds were singing, children were bathing; people were just enjoying the nice weather with no concern for the girl in the room with all the windows closed looking out on them. She pushed the play button and music started to fill the room. She closed her eyes and begun to let the music ( Read more... )

I WANT TO GO OUT PARTYING!

I was suppose to have gone out last night but NOOO my evil sister backed out...evil I say

Today I got some money not a lot of money only 1400 kr but hey thats a hell of a lot more than noting..wonder what I shall spend that money on..hmm??

Birthdays sucks..

Sometime I just feel like telling people who complains on their mothers hey get over it atleast you have a mother..but you can't do that because thats not fair..well it's not fair that my mother died either..but I know that if my mother lived I would probably complain a little on her too..it's soon a year since she died sometimes it doesn't feel ( Read more... )

I honestly think I'm going crazy ( Read more... )