Well it has been another long while since Ive updated this shyt. SOOOOOOOOOOOOO here we shall go!I have started my anti anxiety medication. Ive been on it for... Maybe three weeks or so now? But I feel so fucking great its not even funny. Im bouncing off the walls all the time now. (Even when tired) I can think clearly, my memory has improved. I ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I last updated this crap. And oddly enough a lot has happened ( Read more... )

I believe that I am an alcoholic. Lol Its funny because I really dont drink that often. I used to drink MAYBE once every three or four months if that. Now Im pretty much drunk on the weekends and ALL weekend. And the few times that I do drink I drink so much that the rooms spin and walking is pretty much out of the question. Camren even bitched to ( Read more... )

I got my year raise today. I cant believe that Ive been working in that shit hole for a year...

I wish I was a child. Young enough to not be in school. To be completely innocent and care free. Im so tired of being worried about everything all the time. My soul feels so old and withered. I just dont know anymore.

Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck everything. Its all gone to shit.

My eyes hurt. No more tears will come. Almost swollen shut. Have so much to do and have to see to do it.

Cam and Paul went to California for a few days. They left on saturday morning and will be gone until tuesday. Its kinda weird having this big ass place to myself. I usually just stay in my room because Paul usually has weird people over. There visiting there mother who went through a few surgerys lately. I guess they found a tumor and a few other ( Read more... )

I fucking hate cold weather. Not usually... But this -4 shit pisses me off. Its been so cold the last night and this morning that my car doors are frozen shut. Not the door its self... The lock and the handle. So now I have to climb though the back seat. Im really really hoping that its just frozen and not broken... I didnt mind crawling through ( Read more... )

Hi Ryan. Sense your the only person on my friends list that talks to me. I give you this.


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We finally had another store meeting at work. I wrote a list of crap that no one is doing right and was just going to hand it out but my boss said it would be better if we just went over it together. Bad thing was that she didnt even say half of the shit on there and miss read a bunch of shit so a lot of things got miss addressed... What a fucking ( Read more... )

Im finally writing that stupid instruction sheet that says what EVERYONE is doing wrong... Its taking me three days so fare and Im not even done! After that I have to start redoing the shift duty sheets... I need a raise or a new job... Im not sure which one yet ( Read more... )